Hope you have been enjoying reading my blog postings about our travels, they will end now.
Tina and I went to a nice park the other day to go bike riding, like we have done so many times before. Tina said, “Before that, let’s sit and talk for a bit.” My mind spun at this suggestion for some reason.
Tina, basically, told me it was over between us, that our differences were too great. You may know, Tina has a strong belief in God, I do not.
Nothing would change her mind.
I am still suffering, and expect I will for sometime in the future–my love is so strong for this women.
But, what a wonderful lady Tina is, I could never say anything bad about her, there is nothing bad to say.
I take this breakup on me.
I had asked her a few times, “Was there something I could do differently and change to make things better?” I will do whatever it takes to get her back. My hope is there, sounds like her’s is not.
This happened four days ago. since then, I:
Slept about 5 hours in total.
Have not eaten one bite.
See no hope in the future.
Have no friends.
Do not know what the future holds, if anything.
Not sure why I am telling you this, I am not looking for sympathy.
So, for now, no more blog writing from me.