✨KITTING AROUND✨
BLOG 373–BALANCE FIRE WITH WONDER
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By KIT SUMMERS — World-Class Juggler to World-Class Comeback
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Once upon a life, I made gravity nervous—
Headlining at Ballys, tossing clubs with a grin.
Seven of them. A world record—
Because physics loves a good insult. 😄
Then came the truck—the coma.
Thirty-seven silent days offstage.
And here I am now—not juggling clubs.
But throwing purpose, grit, and joy.
Balancing healing, catching courage.
Tossing hope sky-high. 🤹♂️
The mission grew bigger than applause.
Now I lift humans. I write to stay connected.
I write because it’s how I breathe.
If these words help you, too?
That’s magic catching air. 🎉
What’s next on Kit’s journey through life?
Back to juggling? Back to life?
Stay with Kit and find out.
Life can get better.
Life will get better. ✨
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Part 1) THE BEGINNINGS
We live. We die. And in between—we leave echoes. Moments. Meaning.
A trail of proof that we were here and we mattered.
And here’s the twist that makes life electric:
The best is still ahead.
Not behind you. Not used up.
Still waiting—like a sunrise that hasn’t shown its colors yet.
Always keep your eyes open–your best days are coming!
Balance your inner fire with wonder by nurturing intense passion while maintaining an open, curious mind. True power comes from merging a blazing, driven spirit with the quiet awe of existence, ensuring your intensity lights the path rather than consumes it.
You may wonder how I come up with ideas for writing. I don’t go hunting for big ideas. Big ideas are terrible at hide-and-seek. Great ideas love to hover just out of reach, giggling while you search. The words are there; you just have to find and organize them.
Instead of searching, turn inward.
Ask yourself a few simple, honest questions:
What did I just feel while doing that?
How can my words help someone else?
WHEN WILL YOU START YOUR BLOG?
What happened today—tiny or huge?
What annoyed me, surprised me, or made me smile?
What am I quietly wrestling with right now?
Just like that… a doorway opens.
YOUR LIFE IS ALREADY OVERFLOWING WITH MATERIAL.
You don’t need to invent anything—you just need to notice, then let people know. Did you lie down this afternoon because you were tired, like I did? That’s nothing—that’s a story. That’s exhaustion. That’s permission. That’s your body whispering, “Hey… take care of me.”
I HEARD FROM JUDY ABOUT THE LAST BLOG!
“Kit, many things, and many thanks, Mr. philosopher! I hope you publish everything you have written! We need this because we can forget and lose sight of what is truly important! I don’t want to think where I would be without your words! Bless you!”
Judith Finelli
Judy, it makes me genuinely happy to know my words can nudge things—even just a little—in a brighter direction for you. That’s always the hope… to create a pause, a breath, a moment where something clicks a bit clearer in a world that moves so fast it sometimes forgets to think at all.
And can you believe we first crossed paths back in 1977 at an IJA Juggling Convention in Delaware? That’s not just a memory—that’s a thread that’s held strong across decades, spins, tosses, and all of life’s wild routines. I’m truly grateful we’ve stayed connected through it all, my friend.
And that’s the delicate dance—leaning forward with purpose, then easing back just enough to breathe. Not a stop… a rhythm. A quiet, powerful balance between effort and ease. And right there, in that space most people rush past, something beautiful is waiting. Depth. Meaning. A story unfolding softly, patiently… just waiting for you to notice it.
WRITERS DON’T LIVE MORE INTERESTING LIVES—
THEY SIMPLY PAY CLOSER ATTENTION TO THE LIFE THEY ALREADY HAVE.
YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE–LOOK FOR THAT!
Here’s the golden key: start writing before you feel ready.
Not after the idea is perfect.
Not after it’s polished, clear, or “good enough.”
Begin right in the middle of the mess—uncertain, imperfect, beautifully human. Just start!
BECAUSE HERE’S THE SECRET MOST PEOPLE MISS:
CLARITY DOESN’T COME FIRST… IT ARRIVES AFTER YOU START!
Try this today—make writing a little game.
Finish these simple sentences:
“Today, I noticed…”
“I didn’t expect that…”
“What surprised me was…”
“Maybe the real lesson is…”
Then let yourself write three to five sentences.
No pressure. No editing. Just forward motion.
AND JUST LIKE THAT—YOU’RE NO LONGER STUCK.
You’re moving.
You’re alive on the page.
And here’s the truth that matters most: you don’t write because you already have something to say… You write to discover what’s been waiting inside you all along. So the next time your mind whispers, “I don’t know what to write…” smile a little, lean in, and say, “Perfect. Let’s begin anyway.”
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PART 2) THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS WEEK
Kit’s Daily Delights — Inspiration, Freshly Served
Every week, I sit down to map my week—and every time, it begins the same way: a blank canvas. Nothing there. It still surprises me. That quiet moment, just before I fill it in… when the whole week is wide open, waiting for me to decide what it becomes. And here’s the beautiful truth—you’ve got that same wide-open canvas, too. Start now and make the life YOU want!
>>>>April 11
A slow morning for me… and maybe that’s exactly what was needed.
And here’s the beautiful part—slow doesn’t mean stuck.
It means steady.
It means present.
It means I get to choose how this day grows, one simple moment at a time.
No rush.
No pressure.
Just a gentle unfolding—like the day is stretching its arms and inviting me to do the same. These quieter mornings don’t shout for attention; they whisper. They give space to think, to breathe, to notice the small things that usually slip by when life speeds up.
This afternoon, tiredness quietly took the wheel, and I let it. No fight, no fuss—I simply listened. I stretched out on the bed and gave myself an hour or two to rest, to drift, to reset. Sometimes the strongest move isn’t pushing through—it’s pausing on purpose.
And in that pause, something quietly magical begins. The mind loosens its grip, the body finally exhales, and energy tiptoes back in—like sunlight slipping through after a passing cloud.
Not time wasted… time returned. ✨
>>>> April 12
Right to the page this morning—no plan, no fireworks, no drumroll. Just me, a blank page, and a quiet choice: show up. You’ve got that same spark—have you looked? How am I doing so far? As opposed to past blogs.
That’s the dance, isn’t it? 🔥
A little fire—show up on purpose. A little wonder—leave room for life to say,
“Hey… watch this.” Don’t wrestle brilliance. Just begin. Let the magic catch up.
Nothing on my mind… and somehow, everything is. Life doesn’t have to shout to matter. The best words aren’t chased—they’re noticed. A thought. A feeling. A small tap on the shoulder: “I’ve been here all along.” The page grins, “Alright… what’ve you got?” Some days—”not much.”
But I write anyway.
Perfect. That’s the doorway.
That’s where real lives.
So here I am—fire to start, wonder to guide. Not polishing every word and not waiting for permission. Just opening the door and letting the words wander in—muddy shoes and all. Because words don’t need perfection—they need a pulse. Breath. A heartbeat. A little bit of you–YES, YOU.
People don’t connect with perfection.
They connect with the real.
With fingerprints on the sentence.
With someone quietly saying, “Hey… me too.”
Let your words lean crooked. Run a little wild. Shine a little, you. Don’t polish the life out of them—give them your spark. Perfect words fade. Alive words? They stick. They dance. They dare someone else to begin. So, once again, just start!
That’s where fire and wonder meet.
Fire says, “Show up. Begin.”
Wonder says, “Stay open. Let it surprise you.”
Together? That’s magic.
So here we are—no script, no spotlight.
Just showing up. A little fire. A little wonder.
And if something in these words lands inside you today—even gently, like a quiet tap on the shoulder—then this wasn’t just writing… it was a moment. A real connection. A spark that found its way to exactly where it needed to go.
And those small, quiet wins? That’s the gold. That’s where change sneaks in—soft steps, strong roots. That’s where momentum starts to hum, where something inside you straightens its spine, dusts itself off, and grins, “Alright… let’s go.” 🔥
>>>> April 13
Monday, again. Look at that—life handing you a fresh page with a little wink and a “Round two… You ready?” So here we go—all over again… but also brand new. And that makes it worth something. That makes it powerful.
Here we go all over—but not the same. Not really. Because you’re not the same person who stood here last Monday, you’ve gathered a few more thoughts, a few more lessons, maybe even a quiet strength you didn’t notice forming. That’s the sneaky magic of living—it builds you while you’re busy doing other things.
Monday isn’t a repeat… It’s a remix. 🎶 Same beat, new moves. A chance to step in just a little sharper, a little lighter, a little more you. You don’t have to crush the day—you just have to enter it. Show up. Take a step. Then another.
A nurse came in this morning, a little concerned. “Are you okay?”
I smiled. “Just coughing—built-in sound effects,” I said.
He paused… then softened. And just like that, worry turned into a small, shared laugh.
Because sometimes the best medicine isn’t in a bottle—it’s the simple reminder that we’re human.
I have NOTHING scheduled, all day.
Well, I worked on the garden until the morning.
There is not much to do out there.
But I will make things happen.
Something we all have to do now and then.
>>>>>April 14
🎭 Here we go again—another day, center stage.
Another day, another blog.
No rehearsal. No rewind. Just this moment—fresh and ready.
Joy’s already on the move… it just plays hide-and-seek.
So don’t wait—find it. In the small things:
a surprise smile, a lifting thought, a quiet second where everything lands just right.
Because joy isn’t always loud… it often whispers.
Slips in through the side door while you’re busy living—
and suddenly… There it is.
So stay open. Stay light. Keep moving.
Today isn’t “just another day”…
It’s another chance to catch something beautiful.
AND LOOK AT THAT—YOU’VE CAUGHT THIS MOMENT.
CLEAN CATCH. NO DROPS.
NOW PASS IT ON. YOU PLAY WELL.
Catch someone’s eye—really see them.
Not a glance… a connection.
Family, friend… or someone quietly waiting on the edge.
Make it count. Lift them. Let them feel seen.
Because the real magic isn’t in the juggling—
It’s in what we pass back and forth.
6 a.m.—and the words are already in motion.
Reaching beyond the page, hoping to lift your day.
Allow my words to help you in your life.
Now it’s your turn. Step in. Show up. Catch someone. Help someone.
We must help each other to make this a better world.
Watch how your own life rises as you do.
Funny thing… these words don’t just reach you—
They circle back and lift me, too.
Like a boomerang made of hope.
Because that’s the magic of what’s real—it never travels alone.
It echoes. It expands. It turns the dim into something quietly glowing. And just like that… we rise—together. One word. One moment. One beautiful, shared catch at a time—like juggling. 🎯
I was told it was a full schedule today, but I’m teaching a juggling class from 1:30 to 2 pm. This morning I have a doctor’s appointment about labs, then in the afternoon I am scheduled to go to Walmart to get what I might need. It makes me wonder, again, why am I here?
At the doctor’s today, there was a little puzzle—no one could draw blood from the usual spot inside my elbow. They tried, paused, tried again… and nothing. Talk about awch. They found a place on the back of my hand, and my blood flowed. Filled up two containers. Want some? I will give it to you if you need it.
Turns out, after the coma I went through, my veins like to play hide-and-seek a little deeper than most, so today’s winning move was the back of my hand—not the first choice, but hey, we adapt, we adjust, we make the catch anyway. Because that’s life, isn’t it? Sometimes the path runs deeper than expected… but it still flows.
From 2:00 to 2:30, the room came alive—scarves floating, laughter rising, and a little pocket of magic unfolding right before our eyes. Joy wasn’t just present… it was in motion, tossed from hand to hand, shared in every smile. And when you mix juggling with that kind of energy? Of course, a great time was had by all—how could it not be when happiness itself is part of the act? 🎭
And there’s one person who’s really starting to shine with her juggling… Smooth, confident, catching on fast, turning each toss into something graceful and controlled, like she’s been doing it for years. Makes you wonder—did she have a pretty great teacher… or is she just that good? 🎯
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Just moving a body around. It looks good to me. What do you think? I will have much more room to juggle, run, and play. Will you come by to see me?
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I’ll admit it—I miss living and traveling in my van… a lot. Not just a passing, rearview-mirror kind of nostalgia, but that deep, steady pull that hums in my chest like a favorite song I never quite stopped playing.
There was something about that life—the open road, the quiet mornings, the freedom stitched into every mile—that didn’t just take me places… it became a part of me. And even now, standing still, I can still feel it moving. 🚐
I miss the open road stretching out like an invitation. The quiet mornings in places I’d never planned to be. Waking up not to an alarm, but to possibility. Tea tasted better out there. Sunsets felt like personal performances. And every turn of the wheel whispered, “Let’s see what happens next.”
There was a freedom in that life you can’t quite package or explain—it wasn’t just movement, it was meaning in motion. No walls, no routine holding you too tight… just you, the road, and a thousand little moments waiting to be noticed.
And maybe that’s the beautiful twist—I don’t just miss the van… I miss the version of me that lived so wide open. The one who trusted the road, followed curiosity, and turned ordinary days into something unforgettable.
But here’s the good news—that version of me didn’t disappear. Oh no… It’s still in there, tapping me on the shoulder like, “Hey… remember me?” 😄 And maybe—just maybe—it’s time to answer. Wouldn’t you? Shall we take a trip together?
Lies were told today—and I didn’t like it. Not even a little. Karen has driven me before, and if I’m being honest, we’ve never quite seen eye to eye. Today’s issue? She insisted the vehicle had to come to a complete stop before I removed my seatbelt.
I slipped my seatbelt off as we were easing into the parking space—smooth, slow, practically already parked. To me? No big deal. A non-event. To Karen? Somehow it turned into a full-blown production, complete with dramatic lighting and imaginary music.
And then came the twist—later, she told staff I had messed with the dashboard. Not stretched, not exaggerated… just flat-out untrue. A story that didn’t happen, dressed up as it did. Funny how quickly a small moment can get rewritten—but truth has a way of sticking around, no matter how creative the storytelling gets.
So, a decision was made—I was told I couldn’t go with them to cleantheworld.org tomorrow. They go every few weeks, and when I’m there, I get a lot done. In fact, I’d say they might even feel my absence a bit. But here’s the thing…
I didn’t argue.
I didn’t push back.
And truthfully? I didn’t care.
Because sometimes life quietly hands you a different plan—and instead of fighting it, you just smile and say, “Alright… let’s see where this goes.” I’ve got things to do, my own path to walk tomorrow. So I genuinely wish them well. They’ll have their day… and I’ll have mine.
>>>> April 15
Another day, another dollar… that’s the line people toss around like it’s guaranteed, like the universe is running a direct deposit system for effort. Funny thing is, those dollars must have taken a wrong turn somewhere—because they don’t always seem to get the memo… at least not in my direction.
But here’s the twist—maybe it’s not just about the dollars showing up. Maybe it’s about me showing up anyway. Because some days don’t pay in cash… they pay in grit, in lessons, in quiet momentum that doesn’t make noise yet—but oh, it’s building something.
And one of these days? That “another dollar” line might finally catch up to me—slightly out of breath, a little behind schedule, maybe even apologizing for taking the scenic route. But that’s alright. Some things aren’t meant to arrive early. Some things take their time, weaving through the twists and turns, learning a thing or two before they show up at your door.
We did golf this week, and I didn’t do very well. But, I did sink a hole-in-one.
When it does arrive, it won’t feel late at all. It’ll feel earned and timed just right. Like it knew I wasn’t waiting—I was building, growing, living. And it was simply waiting for the moment I’d be ready to receive it… with a smile, a laugh, and maybe a little “what took you so long?” 😄
But here’s what I’ve learned… life doesn’t always pay you in cash. Sometimes it pays you in something quieter, something sneakier. Strength you didn’t know you had. Patience, I don’t remember you asking for. Perspective that only shows up after you’ve been knocked around a bit and still choose to stand back up.
I’ve had days where the bank account didn’t grow—but I did. Days where nothing showed up in my pocket, but something powerful showed up in my mind. And if you’ve lived even a little, you know… that kind of wealth doesn’t disappear overnight.
So yeah, maybe the dollars are taking the scenic route. Maybe they’re stuck in traffic, grabbing coffee, or figuring out when to arrive. But in the meantime, can you tell me? You’re still here. Still showing up and still building something—whether the world sees it yet or not.
And one day… those dollars might finally catch up and say,
“Hey, we heard you’ve been doing the work all along.”
Keep going. You’re richer than it looks.
I cracked the mystery—everyone else is out at Clean the World, rolling up their sleeves and making a real difference. And me? I’m here, proudly holding down the fort like a one-person command center. A few familiar faces drift by now and then, but mostly it’s quiet… the kind of quiet where your thoughts get a little louder and your imagination starts juggling ideas just to keep things interesting.
No meal? No big deal. I’ve gone without before. But no therapy sessions? That’s where it matters. So once again, I step into the role—coach, student, and therapist all in one. Not ideal… but not impossible. I’ve rebuilt before. I know how to meet myself where I am and move forward anyway. 💪
A little while ago, someone passed through, quietly cleaning the hallway floors. I thanked her—like I always do. Because those small moments? They’re not small at all. They’re where respect lives… where kindness stretches its legs… where a simple “thank you” turns an ordinary second into something that actually matters.
Gratitude isn’t just polite… It’s powerful. It shifts something inside you. So if you’re reading this, here’s a simple move for today: thank someone. Anyone. Me? Often. You’ll be surprised how far a few genuine words can travel—and how much they lift you right along with them.
Today, I took a step forward—I found Katie, someone who can help me stand up and be heard in my case against the dentist. And that matters, because what happened to me should never have happened. It scares me that a dentist could simply remove teeth, with trust.
All of my lower teeth were extracted. Just like that. A life-changing decision that never should have been made so quickly or so casually. I trusted that I was being guided in the right direction—but looking back, I see clearly now: this procedure should never have been done, and a responsible dentist should have known better.
This isn’t just about teeth. It’s about trust, judgment,
and doing what’s right when someone is counting on you.
And now? Now I’m taking that trust back.
>>>> April 16
Another day, another blog—no drumroll, no grand blueprint, just me showing up again. Every day begins the same way: a quiet pause, a gathering of thoughts, a little internal “what’s it going to be today?”
And then, almost like magic, something steps forward. A moment. A feeling. A spark. I start writing—and the words, a little late to the party, come jogging in behind me. That’s the secret, isn’t it? Don’t wait for perfect. Just begin. The words will catch up. They always do.
And today? Shower day. Monday and Thursday—locked in like a standing appointment with soap and sanity. After about three days, my body sends a polite but persistent memo: “Hey… we’ve had a good run, but it’s time.”
I used to shower every day—back when life was wild, loud, and beautifully unpredictable. Running, biking, juggling… always in motion, always chasing the next moment. I didn’t just get dirty—I earned it. Sweat was proof I showed up. Dirt was evidence that I lived a little. 🌪️
Back then, the shower wasn’t just routine—it was a reset button. A rinse of effort, a quiet applause for a day fully lived. Every drop of water carried away proof that I’d shown up, pushed forward, and played the game with energy.
Now, life moves to a different rhythm—slower, steadier, a little more contained. But I still carry that same spirit with me. Whether the day leaves you covered in sweat or wrapped in stillness, the real victory is this: you showed up. And that? That’s always worth washing up for. 🚿
Now things are steadier, cleaner, quieter. There’s a rhythm to it—no rush, no worry—just a simple act of taking care. Funny thing is, I used to need the shower because I got dirty… from gardening, from running, from living out loud. Now? It’s less about washing the day off—and more about honoring it.
Funny how life works—big lessons tucked inside small routines.
Start writing.
Take the shower.
Keep moving forward.
Nothing fancy, no fireworks—just a life lived well, one simple step at a time. Turns out, progress isn’t loud… It’s consistent. And there’s something powerful about feeling clean all the way through—body, mind, momentum.
I’ve been tucked away most of the day, but even from the sidelines, life keeps tossing little opportunities my way. I spotted bags of dirt for the garden—looked like possibilities piled up in plastic. I did get out a little bit, but there wasn’t much out there to do
I even offered to help add the bags of dirt to the garden, but I was turned down. You must remember that this garden idea was all mine since the beginning. They said they were meeting as a group tomorrow to do the work. I will stay out of the picture.
Funny thing about life… sometimes you plant the seed, and someone else rushes in with their own watering can, their own plan, their own “perfect way.” That’s alright—no need to wrestle over a shovel or argue with the soil. I’ll step back with a smile—because I know exactly what I bring to the garden. 🌱
And here’s the beautiful part… I’m not stuck in one patch of dirt. I’m relocating, replanting, starting fresh. Give me a little space and a little sun, and watch what happens—I don’t just grow gardens, I grow something better every time. 🌿
I did make it to a speech session from 2 to 2:30. They paired me with Jules again… I’ve met with her before, and I’ll be honest—it’s not a great fit. The session felt less like progress and more like a debate club. Every idea I offered met resistance, every suggestion turned into a tug-of-war. That kind of back-and-forth doesn’t build momentum—it slows everything down.
But even moments like this carry a lesson. Not every conversation deserves your energy, and not every partnership moves you forward. I’m learning to recognize the difference—and to invest my effort where growth actually happens. Here’s hoping next time brings a better match and a more productive rhythm.
So here’s where I land—keep the habits, protect my energy, and place my effort where it can actually grow. I don’t need every door to open… just the right ones. And when they do? Step through like you’ve been expected all along.
Maura just stopped by to talk with me about tomorrow. She told me that because I fell yesterday, I could not be out there alone doing work. She said she had to be there to oversee, which I told her was a bunch of shit. I doubt I will help out there.
I told her just to forget OT. I will not help. I was angry, and it was hard to deal with this “fake” person who pretended to be friendly and helpful. I told her I would not fucking (yes, I used that word) help. She says she wants to “help” me, but that is far from the picture.
Because of what I’ve experienced here, it’s hard for me to look back on my time at NeuroRestorative with any sense of positivity. And that’s disappointing—because this place holds the potential to be something truly meaningful. Many of the therapists don’t care, so I either can’t.
It has the potential to be a powerful place—one where people with brain injuries rebuild, grow stronger, and reclaim their independence step by step. But instead, what rises to the surface is something else entirely: an overwhelming sense of control that overshadows the very progress it should be supporting.
The structure here isn’t just supportive—it can feel limiting. At times, the level of authority therapists hold over patients becomes overwhelming, overshadowing the very growth, independence, and empowerment this place is meant to encourage.
The way the therapists gather for lunch in the therapy room is disheartening. It often feels like time matters more to them than helping patients. If I step in even five minutes early, the reaction suggests I’m in the way—which says a lot.
It’s hard to ignore the message that sends: that a lunch break is being protected more fiercely than the mission of supporting people working to rebuild their lives. These patients need to be given greater priority.
Some of them don’t truly listen to patients who know themselves best. They overlook lived experience—the kind of insight that doesn’t come from a textbook, but from being inside the struggle every single day. These people know themselves best.
Yes, I fell out on the grass—and you would’ve thought the sky decided to follow me down for dramatic effect. The reaction? All alarm bells, zero curiosity. Not one person stopped to ask the question that actually matters—the one that turns a fall into fuel: What did you learn?
Because that’s where real progress lives—not in avoiding the fall, but in meeting it head-on, learning its lesson, and getting back up with a little more wisdom in your bones and a little more strength in your step. Falls aren’t failures; they’re feedback. They whisper, “Adjust this. Try that. You’re getting closer.”
And the magic? It’s on the rise. It’s in that moment you push yourself back up, brush the grass off your shirt, and maybe even crack a smile like, “Alright, round two.” Because every time you do, you’re not just recovering—you’re upgrading. Sharper. Braver.
A LITTLE MORE UNSTOPPABLE THAN YOU WERE FIVE MINUTES AGO.
That’s where the gold is. A fall isn’t just a fall—it’s feedback. It’s information. It’s the body and the moment, having a quick little conversation: “Hey… adjust this. Try that. You’re closer than you think.” A fall on the grass is nothing.
Every juggler knows this. You don’t fear the drop—you study it. You pick it up, you refine, you go again. Learn from every drop, every change. Keep going and learn from drops. You must learn to adapt to change.
In my fall, the focus went straight to concern, to control, to “don’t let that happen again.” But if we remove the chance to fall, we also remove the chance to grow stronger, wiser, more capable. That’s not safety—that’s stagnation dressed up in good intentions.
But of course, the therapists have their own ways—and too often, they stay inside them. New ideas don’t even get a trial run. It’s like juggling the same three balls forever and calling it progress, never daring to add a fourth. They have their own ways and will not deviate.
And that’s the real miss. Growth doesn’t come from repeating what’s comfortable—it comes from exploring what’s possible. Sometimes the best breakthroughs are hiding in the simplest suggestions… just waiting for someone willing to say, “Let’s give it a shot.”
Imagine if someone had simply asked, “What did you notice?” or “What would you do differently next time?” Now that is therapy. That invites ownership. That builds awareness. That turns a moment into momentum.
Because here’s the truth, plain and powerful:
You didn’t just fall—you gathered data.
And if you use it?
That wasn’t a setback… that was a step forward.
It’s just like juggling. You drop… and in that tiny moment, there’s information. Timing was off. Focus slipped. Maybe the pattern got a little wild. But the drop? That’s the teacher tapping you on the shoulder, saying, “Hey… adjust this.”
The magic isn’t in never dropping—it’s in how fast you pick it back up, how little drama you attach to it, how you stay in the rhythm. The best jugglers in the world? They’ve dropped more than anyone else… they just learned from every single one.
Same thing with that bush. You didn’t “fail”—you gathered data. You tested the pattern. You found the edge. And now? You’re sharper for it. So let them make a big deal if they want. You and I know the truth—that was just one dropped ball… in a much bigger, beautiful pattern still in motion. 🎪
What I see instead is a holding pattern—safe, yes… but safety has built a cage instead of a launchpad. It’s predictable, comfortable… and quietly draining the spark that drives real growth. You must always challenge yourself to go for more in life.
Because here’s the truth: people don’t rise to comfort—they rise to challenge. And right now, what I see are capable, resilient human beings being asked to play small, when there’s so much more in them waiting to be called forward.
When you raise the bar—even just a little—you don’t break people… you wake them up. You remind them there’s still strength in there, still possibility, still a next level waiting to be reached. And that’s where the real magic begins.
And when that voice gets dismissed, something important is lost. Not just understanding, but momentum. Because real progress doesn’t happen to a person—it happens with them. When you ignore that, you don’t just miss the mark… You risk holding someone back from becoming who they’re capable of.
>>>>> April 17
Midnight hit—and just like that, my mind snapped awake. No invitation, no warning. I’m still sick, coughing through something that feels like it’s clawing at me from the inside out. Every breath reminds me I’m in a fight I didn’t sign up for.
And with everything swirling around me lately, a heavy thought slipped in—quiet, sharp, and uninvited—that maybe I don’t care about living anymore. Too much pain. Too much loss. A life that, at times, feels like a weight I never agreed to carry. It came like a storm, knocking from every direction at once, loud and relentless, trying to convince me that this is all there is.
But beneath that noise lives a steadier, stronger truth—the kind that doesn’t shout, but refuses to leave: I’m tired, yes. I’m hurting, absolutely. But I’m still here. Still standing. And somewhere in that quiet persistence is proof that I’m not done yet… not even close.
AND I WAS PLANNING TO LIVE PAST AGE 100–HA!
I’m worn down… but I’m not done and not finished. Not even close. Because something in me is still standing. Maybe not loudly. Maybe not gracefully. But still standing. And sometimes, that’s the strongest kind of strength there is—the kind that whispers, “Stay.”
It’s about 9 am now. I’ve been up for some time already. In fact, when I awoke at midnight, I thought I would be up for the day. Sickness has me in its grip; I am coughing and running a fever, and I feel terrible. I’ll get through this, but I don’t want to.
I got my schedule—and it’s light. Just OT at 11 a.m., heading out to work with the dirt. Normally, I’d be all in for that… but being sick takes a little wind out of the sails. Each therapist makes their own schedule. Why not pick me?
Still, here I am, ready—and looking around, wondering: the therapists are here, the time is open… so why not use it? Why not lean in, push forward, and build something meaningful in this space? I’m here to grow, not to sit on standby.
And then there’s that quiet weight in the background—the garden. Funny how something you helped plant can start to feel unfamiliar when others take over the tending. It’s not just dirt and seeds—it’s pride, effort, vision. When that shifts, it’s hard not to feel it.
What’s been planted has roots now. It’s lived through sun and storm, through careful tending and stubborn survival. You don’t erase that with a decision or a shift in plans. Growth leaves a mark. It changes the ground—and it changes the grower even more.
And me? I’ve been changed. Strengthened. Sharpened. There’s wisdom in these hands, resilience in these steps, and a quiet fire that doesn’t go out just because someone else wants to redraw the map.
If this garden shifts, so be it.
I’ll plant again.
And next time?
It won’t just grow—
It will thrive louder, deeper, and more alive than ever before. 🌿 🌱
If this garden changes, then I’ll plant another. And this time? It’ll be stronger, wiser, and bursting with even more life. Because what I carry isn’t just experience—it’s momentum. It’s resilience. Its seeds are ready to go.
I’ve got a surplus of good in me—ideas, energy, help that’s practically tapping its foot, ready to get to work. It’s not idle… It’s poised. Just waiting for the right hands to meet it, the right moment to unlock it, the right patch of earth to say, “Let’s grow something remarkable.”
And the truth? That opportunity is sitting here, unnoticed. The value I bring isn’t missing—it’s simply being overlooked. But that doesn’t shrink it. Not one inch. When the right place meets what I carry… watch what happens. 🌱💥 🌿🌱 🌱
Oh boy, breakfast showed up at 10 am this morning. I am seldom hungry, but I worry about other patients here who may need their nutrition. And, guess what, it was salmon. It looked tasty, but they should have known I am allergic to fish.
I’m feeling worse as the day goes on.
Is death on the way? Of course it is.
But will I make it to that point?
Right now, I am living in a hospital — with nurses and doctors. Yet, I have not received any help with what has taken over me. The midsection on my body hurts tremendously. I am coughing, and nothing is coming up.
I’m dealing with a lot of pain right in the middle of my body—around my core, possibly my diaphragm—and it’s really uncomfortable.
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PART 3)–BLOG 373–BALANCE FIRE WITH WONDER
🔥 Much to think about… and even more to live.
Balance your inner fire with wonder. I’ve lived both sides of that flame—standing under bright lights at Bally’s, juggling 5 clubs like gravity took a coffee break… and lying still in a hospital bed, relearning how to speak, how to walk, how to be.
😶Let your ambition burn bright!
But not so bright it turns your joy into toast. Real power isn’t pedal-to-the-floor all the time… It’s knowing when to accelerate—and when to roll the windows down and feel the wind remind you you’re alive. A driven spirit with a curious heart? That’s not just a combo—that’s a superpower. Fire that lights your path… not one that leaves you blinking in a pile of “what just happened?”
🌍 Life on Earth doesn’t burst awake—it blooms.
No alarm clock. No panic—just a steady unfolding. I’ve been knocked down hard and rebuilt more than once, yet there I was… still on stage, still breathing. Balance FIRE with wonder: build your future without abandoning today. Life isn’t a waiting room—it’s opening night. And you’re already in the cast. 🎭
💡 See FIRE as a path, not a finish line.
If you only stare at the finish line, you’ll miss the good stuff—laughter, connection, the little moments that become your favorite memories. I’ve built, lost, and rebuilt, and the magic was never at the finish—it was in the building. Save with intention, yes—but don’t drain the color from your days. Invest in moments. Some of the best ideas don’t show up while working… they sneak in while you’re wandering.
✨ Let wonder sneak into your discipline.
Be focused—but also fascinated.
Structured—but still a little spontaneous.
Track your money—but also track what makes your heart do a happy little backflip. For me, sometimes that’s juggling again… sometimes it’s writing a sentence that might help someone breathe easier today.
❤️ Let your investments grow quietly in the background…
Do this while you stay fully alive in the foreground.
Because I’ve learned this the hard way—a rich life isn’t just about dollars… It’s about depth. And depth lives in the tiny moments most people rush past. A conversation. A sunrise. A second chance. A third change.
⚖️ Balance is a daily dance.
Some days I’m locked in—focused, moving with purpose. Other days, I’m wandering, laughing, and leaving things a little better than I found them. The magic is in the balance—knowing when to push and when to simply live.
🍦 Both matter.
Protect your time like it’s gold—because it is.
Build your friendships, your passions, your purpose now… so life doesn’t feel like it starts later.
Because it doesn’t, it starts every morning by saying, “Alright… let’s do this.”
🔥 Urgency alone burns out.
I’ve pushed hard. I’ve chased big things. I’ve also learned—if you sprint without soul, you collapse before meaning ever catches up. But urgency with wonder? That’s rhythm. That’s how you keep going—even when life throws you flat on your back and says, “Now what?” That’s when you smile (eventually)… and say, “Watch this.”
🌱 Build a life you don’t want to escape from.
Because here’s the quiet truth: if you sacrifice everything for “later.”
LATER might arrive one day, look around… and think, Wait—who did I become to get here?
I’ve rebuilt my life more than once.
Trust me—you want to like the person you become along the way.
🏢 So yes—build wisely.
Stack your wins. Be bold about your future.
But build warmly, too. Layer in joy. Sprinkle in meaning.
Collect those small, shining moments that lean in and whisper:
This… this is why I started.
🎯 Yes—build, save, grow.
Do the hard things. That’s where strength is forged. I’ve lived that truth in ways I never signed up for—but I wouldn’t trade the lessons. Still… don’t turn your life into a spreadsheet with no soul. Even spreadsheets need a little jazz. 🎷
🔥 Follow your drive… but bring your wonder along for the ride.
Let your fire move you forward—strong, alive, unstoppable.
And let your wonder tap you on the shoulder and say, “Hey… look at that sunset.”
😊 Because fire gives you momentum…
But wonder gives you meaning.
And when those two dance together?
You don’t just live…
🤸♂️ Don’t postpone joy—this is the moment.
Be bold. Be curious. Be a little ridiculous if it makes you smile.
I’ve been on stages, in hospital beds, on long roads, and in quiet mornings just like this one…
🥅 And I’ll tell you this with everything I’ve got:
You get there—and you love getting there.
A life well-lived isn’t measured by arrival…
But by how wildly, deeply, and beautifully you
showed up along the way. 💫
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PART 4) 🔥 A FEW SPARKS TO SLIP INTO YOUR POCKET
✨ THE MAGIC OF QUOTES ✨
Quotes are tiny magic lanterns—palm-sized sparks for the long walk home. They carry oversized wisdom in travel-size form. One clear sentence can steady a racing heart, straighten a wandering thought, and nudge courage forward when it hesitates. The best don’t shout—they lean in and whisper, Keep going. You’re closer than you think. Sometimes that small glow—no brighter than a firefly—is all the light we need for the next brave step. ✨🚶♂️💡
“One must never let the fire go out in one’s soul, but keep it burning.” – Vincent van Gogh.
“You will never fully understand the power you have!” – Kit Summers.
“The most powerful force on earth is the burning soul.” – Billy Alsbrooks.
“A mighty flame followeth a tiny spark.” – Dante Alighieri
“Be aware of wonder. Live a balanced life—learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work every day some.” – Robert Fulgham.
“Love is like a fire: its glow is devotion, its flame is wisdom, its smoke is attachment, and its ashes are detachment.” – Hazrat Inayat Khan.
“Go make your big beautiful dent, and as you do so, come down on the side of boldness. If you err, may it be for too much audacity, and not too little.” – Sue Monk Kidd
“The fires of suffering become the light of consciousness.” – Eckhart Tolle.
“You are compassion and creative force and divine life itself. You are a Goddess.” – Victoria Erickson
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PART 5) YOUR CHALLENGE THIS WEEK >>
Find your personal power—claim it, own it, and use it to change your life.
Because here’s the truth: that power is always working.
The only question is… which direction are you aiming it?
Better or worse—that choice is yours. 🔥
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PART 6) NEXT WEEK>>BLOG 374–WHEN PASSION MEETS PURPOSE
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🌟 PART 7) FINAL THOUGHTS 🌟
Because the best is always still ahead.
So juggle joy like it’s the air you breathe.
The horizon holds more than you can yet imagine.
Your present moment is not the finish line—it’s your starting block.
Chase sunsets as if they’re secret treasures waiting just for you.
Laugh so loudly that tomorrow leans in to listen.
Write me today—kitsummers@gmail.com
Live as though you’ve only just begun—
BECAUSE YOU TRULY HAVE!
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