“KITTING AROUND”
BLOG 294 — Grave Danger?
Don’t sleepwalk through life.
I hope to illuminate your Life with my Words.
The Wanderings of Kit (Do you wander or wonder?)
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY OR BETTER!

*** This blog looks best when viewed on a laptop or desktop computer.
*** The joy I experience in life is a wondrous thing!
*** I was hit by two different trucks, but I remain happy.
*** Going through a 37-day coma — Yikes!
*** What do you want to accomplish before you die?
*** If you read this through Facebook, see kitsummers.com/blog
*** I lived in my van for six years, visited all US national parks, and met Beth.
*** Beth and I married on 2/22/22 at 2:22.
*** I will have places to show you and tales to tell.
*** You will find secrets to unfold and good news!
*** What are you passionate about?
*** Only YOU know what is best for you.
*** Live for now! You will have had a great life when all your nows add up!
*** You cannot change the past. The future will come. All you have is now—always.
*** Have you seen >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFC5vLPDWRo

BE TAKEN AWAY WITH ME
ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES!

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WHY I WRITE THIS BLOG
You will have many in your life who assist and teach; I hope I help guide you. Coaches like me wish to lighten your path toward excellence. It is up to you to make your journey toward merit. I am not trying to show you “the way”; I am trying to help you find “your way.” Writing this blog each week is new and different for me—I love it! In other words, I hope to continually add to your life and bring you to a higher level.
   
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU WITH MY WORDS –WORDS HAVE POWER!
Are you accomplishing what you want before your eventual death?
You can (and should) make changes to improve your life — at any age.
Start today, and know that you can build the life you desire.
       
YOU ALREADY KNOW
You already know much about what I write, and I want to remind you of these ideas and show that my views can provide you with additional thoughts, along with yours, to help you.
   
MY EXPERIENCES
Much of what I write about is taken from my experiences.
I have gone through much.
I hope to spread ideas so that you can live a better life.
Remember — only you know what is best for you.
Don’t forget — you are only as young as the last time you changed your mind!

YES, YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO FIND YOUR SUCCESS!
IT SEEMS I LIVE AN INTERESTING LIFE.
THINK  — AND THEN THINK AGAIN.
WHAT NEW STORIES ARE YOU READY TO WRITE?
    

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TOPIC FOR THIS WEEK — Grave Danger?            
 
Danger?
Welcome it or run from it?
Are you afraid of danger?
Are you afraid of a grave?
Are you afraid of gravy?
   
“Grave danger” is an expression that refers to a situation that is very important and serious and/or a threat to your safety. For example, you might say, “This solo investigation puts him in grave danger.” The world has many dangers; remember that fear will get you nowhere.
   
I’ve covered the subject of death before. This intrigued me, so I had to write more words about our end time. What do you want to accomplish before your end? Start today, now, to work toward your efforts. Your end could come at any time.
   
Here are some other examples of “grave danger.”>>
“The future of the US countryside is in grave danger.”
“Human values seemed in grave danger of being crushed by forces by the great corporations.”
“There is a grave danger that, once again, this alarm call will fall on deaf ears.”
   
If someone close to you passes away, comfort and help other family members and friends. Talk about and remember the beautiful things this person did in their life. It’s sad, but we are all going down that path.
   
There are many dangers in the world. Accepting them, learning from them, and then moving forward is best. Fear will hold you back; work with things to make things better. Putting up a blockade for the upcoming danger can cause harm; work with it. Going through a grave danger can awaken you to life.
 
If a situation is grave, it is serious and sad, like when a loved one is sick. Grave can also refer to something that causes fear or anxiety, such as grave danger or a threat to your safety. If you feel that your life is in grave danger, you should try to use two-way communication, such as a phone or radio, to talk to emergency services.
     
Do you fear your upcoming death? Or are you comfortable knowing you will eventually expire? Accomplish and add to the world now before your end time. There are so many ways you can help the world. Discover ways to add to the Earth and other living things.
   
Dealing with death anxiety is a complicated process, whether you’re terminally ill or not. If you’re healthy or not, mortality is a complex issue. Face the fact that you are going to die. Nothing can stop that from happening — so get ready for it — with a smile on your face.
   
I was on death’s doorstep a few times in my life, yet I looked death in the face and said, “I don’t think so!” As I am getting older, I am seeing that death is coming, but I want to be alive until I get to the age of at least one hundred. Will you join me?
               
If the fear of death overwhelms you, seeking out standard treatments for anxiety, professional help, or learning healthy coping mechanisms can be your relief and control over these emotions. A counselor can help much; remember, they will die, too.
   
It’s so important to accept death because, while eternity sounds attractive, to be conscious that life is fleeting is to remind everyone that our time here is limited. And it’s the limit of something that we zero in on the most important and reject what’s just minor and does not mean anything.
   
Upon death, fluid can gather in your lungs, and breathing can begin to sound quite ‘rattly.’ You might cough, but not very profoundly. People’s skin color often changes in the days before death as blood circulation declines. You can become paler or even grey, or skin can become mottled or blotchy.
 
Death scares us all, and it’s likely that the people who say otherwise are lying. Death anxiety is natural. Religious, spiritual, or otherwise, we’ve all got questions about the big unknown and what happens after we die — that’s part of life.
   
Fear of death may be expected; however, being crippled or paralyzed by that fear is not normal — and not a good thing. Having anxiety about dying should not keep you from living to your fullest. Fear of death is a phobia, and like other phobias, this can vary. Fear of death or fear of mortality is easy to define: it’s the fear of the end of life. Most of us have gone through that.
   
Okay, if you’re saying that not wanting to die is a rational fear, you’re not wrong. But what about when it becomes irrational or when the fear becomes so intense and oppressive that it keeps you from enjoying the time you do have? That fear of death is something we don’t want — and it’s turned into anxiety about death.
     
Fear of death may affect us at any time. Still, it tends to receive the most attention from people around the age of 65, like me, who are approaching retirement age and beginning to reflect on their achievements, disappointments, and life trajectories.
     
People have asked me, “What will you tell God upon death?” Because I never believed in any god, I will simply say, “God, you know exactly what it would have taken to have me believe. I was provided with NOTHING. So, if I end up in hell–it is all god’s fault.
     
Fear of death is expected. Still, a fear of death is distinctively debilitating in people who are often overwhelmed by it and suffer from a mental health disorder like anxiety,  panic disorder, depressive disorders, and hypochondriasis.
   
We don’t have a great picture of why some people experience crippling death anxiety and why others don’t; which are you? Still, there’s a fair amount of research showing that certain people are more likely to deal with the dread of death in their lifetimes. People who are retired, elderly, or terminally ill are common groups affected by the fear of death.
   
It’s easy to assume that this is because the fear of death may represent a more immediate and quantifiable “end” than for those who don’t expect that death is just around the corner. But death anxiety also tends to affect some people more severely, based on a variety of mental health factors.
     
Fear of death may strongly affect people who are experiencing mental disorders and/or who may be dealing with the following:
Poor health.
Lack of gravy.
Low self-esteem.
Lack of fighting spirit.
Absence of fulfillment.
Need for intimacy in relationships.
     
We have control over how we feel about our upcoming death. Right now, I am smiling as I write, knowing these words will, hopefully, add to your life in a good way. You only have this one life to live; find joy how you can now! This idea of joy should always be in your mind.
   
Fear of death can more adversely affect people who are depressed or anxious or who are dealing with unresolved problems, psychologically or physically. Interestingly, people near those who are elderly or terminally ill also can develop a fear of death more often.
   
Death scares us all; it scares me, too, and it’s likely that the people who say otherwise are lying. Death anxiety is natural. Religious, spiritual, or otherwise, we’ve all got questions about the big unknown and what happens after we die — that’s part of life.
   
As a nonbeliever, I believe that is just the end point of this “one” life we have on earth.
Help as many people as possible — NOW, while you still can.
Make the earth a better place for others — NOW, while you still can.
Tell others you love them — NOW, while you still can.   (I LOVE YOU!)
     
If fear of death is expected, however, being crippled or paralyzed by that fear is not necessarily normal — nor a good thing. Having anxiety about dying should not keep you from living a great life. See the good in life and focus on that. Remember, it’s what you focus on that’s important!
   
Fear of death or mortality is easy to define: it’s the fear of the end of life. Although fear of death may affect us at any time, it tends to receive the most attention from people around age 65 (yikes, I’m 65 now!) who are approaching retirement age and beginning to reflect on their achievements, disappointments, and life flow.
     
Fear of death is expected. Still, a fear of death is often more debilitating in people who are overwhelmed by death and suffer from a mental health disorder like anxiety and depressive disorders. There’s a fair amount of research showing that certain people are more likely to deal with the dread of death in their lifetimes.
   
After I die, I want all my usable organs to go to people who need them. The rest of my body can be put out in a forest for rodents and bugs to consume the rest of me. I do not want any of me to be wasted; I want to help the world. And, to waste a part of the earth to bury me is Ludacris in my mind.
   
Of course, like most people, I have thought about suicide and what it would mean. It would be the easy way out. I hate to say, the lazy way out.
   
People who are elderly, retired, or terminally ill are often affected by the fear of death. It’s fair to assume that this is because, for these people, the fear of death may represent a more acute, immediate, and quantifiable “end” than for those who don’t expect that death is just around the corner.
     
But death anxiety also tends to affect some people more severely than others. Based on thinking and a variety of mental health factors. Fear of death may more intensely affect people who are experiencing mental disorders or who may be dealing with a future they question.
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WORDS TO INSPIRE YOU!
Inspirational quotes and sayings have a unique ability to change the way we feel about life and can change our thoughts. They are attractive, challenging, and essential on our path to joy and happiness and finding ways to inspire ourselves and others.
     
THE BURST!
Inspirational quotes and ideas give us a quick and timely burst of wisdom to regain our focus, offering the inspiration needed for the day or occasion. I hope the words below bring a smile to your face and drive you to make this day and every day a fantastic event.
   
BE POSITIVE!
Just as positive words can make someone smile, and a well-timed amusing quote can make someone laugh, your thoughts react to the world in real-time. Have this control! You have complete control over only one thing in the universe—YOUR THINKING!—and that’s where motivational quotes come in!
     
“YOU”
How you think and feel about yourself, including your beliefs and expectations about what is possible, determines everything in your life, and it all derives from your quality of thinking. Use quotes to move ahead in your life.
   
SELF-TALK IS SO ESSENTIAL—THINK RIGHT!
To stay motivated, you have to use each day as an opportunity to improve and get closer to your goals. It might sound like a lot of work—and with your busy schedule—next to impossible. But you can do it! Motivational words, yes, are just words. But they are positive words; they will keep you on track.
   
QUOTES WILL BENEFIT YOU!
Positive and inspiring quotes can be like sunshine on a cloudy day. They inject optimism into our thoughts, brighten our mood, and help us focus on the good in life. They remind us that even in the face of adversity, we can see the silver lining and embrace a positive attitude.
   
PEARLS OF WISDOM
In a world filled with challenges and indecisiveness, the power of inspirational quotes cannot be exaggerated. These pearls of wisdom uniquely uplift our spirits, can spark positive change, and fuel our motivation often when we need it most.
     
WORDS WILL CHANGE YOU!
The correct motivational quote can change you and things—helping you ditch the excuses, escape your comfort zone, and take action. Read these words with an open mind and learn to improve your life.
     
THESE QUOTES
When you read these quotes, you’ll also realize that many other people worldwide are experiencing these feelings. These feelings make you think you’re the only person who could feel this bad. But you’re not. Lots and lots of other people feel bad, too. This is the irony of it. You don’t want other people to feel crappy, but it does make you feel better or at least comforted to know that other people feel just as bad as you.

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I HOPE THE FOLLOWING WORDS ADD TO YOUR LIFE >>
   
“I have no fear of death.
Yet, I have things to accomplish
before that end time.”
Kit Summers
   
“Most men lead lives of quiet desperation
and go to the grave with the song still in them.”
Henry David Thoreau
   
“Press on!
For in the grave, there is no work and no device.
Press on!
While yet you may.”
Nathaniel Parker
   
“A life of leisure and a life of laziness are two things.
There will be sleeping enough in the grave.”
Benjamin Franklin
   
“Isn’t it sad to go to your grave without ever wondering why you were born? Who, with such a thought, would not spring from bed, eager to resume discovering the world and rejoicing to be part of it?”
Richard Dawkins
   
“Pope Francis the open where all can see them.
His acts, step by step, are in hard substance.
He cannot bury his mistakes in the grave like the doctors.
He cannot argue them into thin air or blame the judge like the lawyers.”
Herbert Hoover
 
“The only difference between a rut and a grave is the dimensions.”
Ellen Glasgow
   
“Today, the news is scandals; that is news, but the many children who don’t have food – that’s not news. This is grave. We can’t rest easy while things are this way.”
Pope Francis
   
“You fall out of your mother’s womb,
You crawl across open country under fire,
And drop into your grave.”
Quentin Crisp
   
“Every church is a stone on the grave of a god-man:
It does not want him to rise again under any circumstances.”
Friedrich Nietzsche
   
“Pressure is a combination of expectations, scrutiny, and consequences.
If the consequences are grave, you feel more pressure;
If you feel more pressure, you learn how to cope.”
Gianluca Vialli
   
“We want gain without pain, the resurrection without going through the grave, life without experiencing death, and a crown without going by way of the Cross. But in God’s economy, the way up is down.”
Nancy Leigh DeMoss
   
“The bitterest tears shed over graves are for unsaid words and deeds left undone.”
Harriet Beecher Stowe

YOU MUST IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF YOUR THINKING,
YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE’S DIFFERENTIA—SOMETIMES INSTANTLY!
COMPOSE A NOBLE BOOK AND WRITE A BEST-SELLER.
YOU ARE AMAZING—PLAY YOUR PART!
YOU CAN TURN THINGS AROUND FAST AND ACHIEVE YOUR
WILDEST DREAMS NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE!

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MY DAILY JOTTINGS >>
Each week goes by so quickly, don’t you think?
It seems like time is going by faster and faster.
You must live joyfully, daily, for each day!
     
Do you know what you did last Monday?
Do you remember what you ate for dinner last Thursday?
Keep track of your doings for a few weeks; you will see your time differently.
Remember, the quality of your life depends on what you do each day.
   
10/19 — I have accepted that I may never get much sleep.
I can live with that. I woke up today at 2 a.m., but, oh well.
   
Cindy and I went to a show tonight, “Frequent Flyers Aerial Dance,” at the Spooky Cabaret. You can learn more about this group here >> https://frequentflyers.org/
   
Many were flying above our heads, and it was good to see. Flying is entertaining and provides a good workout.
   
A weekly farmer market trip provided great vegies for us to consume.
 
10/2o—I sit at the computer at 9:02 a.m. and have been at it since about 3 a.m. (I slept in some.)
   
Tonight, Sunday, the juggling club meeting at BCC was held. There were quite a few jugglers there. I brought a big bowl of my currently made salsa. By the time we left, it was finished. Yes, my salsa was a big hit with the jugglers.
   
Also, my 3-ball trick workshop was a big hit. I went over many tricks and how to learn them. Jugglers there soaked up my words and applied them to my lessons. Yes, I saw many who advanced to a higher level in juggling.
 
10/21 —  Not sure what I did on this day. What did you do?
We did go to Ward to see Cindy’s old frind. It was a nice drive. We almost went to the continental divide.
       
10/22 — As usual, on the computer since early morning, writing on this blog, reading articles, and watching videos.
   
Not much happened today. I should write that I did not “make” much happen today. You see, it is up to us to make things happen. 
   
Cindy suggested a massage for me, my first ever. I’ve had people massage in various ways, but not a full-body massage. First, I lay on my stomach, and they went over my back, then I turned over. She did a deep massage, which made me feel better later.
   
10/23 — I woke up again today (surprise, surprise.) I don’t feel tired, but I will later.
Today, I do not feel anything from yesterday’s massage. It felt good at the time, but nothing now.
   
I slept in this morning until about 3 a.m. Then, I went to the Circus Center and picked up some wood to build a stand to hold the 100-gallon water saver. I put it on a five-foot stand so that gravity could bring the water to the plants.
   
10/24 — 
First, we went to the Garden of the Gods in Colorado Springs.
I’ve been here before.
Take a look >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XnZmtyrRcH4

In exploring the area, I used to love running and dancing on trails and rocks at full speed, jumping and maneuvering to stay on the path. Now, with my brain injury, vision and balance problems, lack of sleep, and asthma, it is not the same. At one point, I let Cindy go ahead, and I just sat on a rock and waited for her return.
 
There seemed to be a single trail going up there, but we had gotten lost on the way back. Neither of us knew how we could have done it, but we did. We found the main road and, after walking for a bit, the car.
   
The next stop is the Olympic Training Center in Colorado Springs. We were almost the only ones there, and in the following video, you will see that there was no one there then, either >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j-NMjNGMVdQ
 
The freeways in Denver were experiencing rush hour traffic, bumper-to-bumper, and very slow. So Cindy and I, to spend some time and get out of traffic, decided to stop by the Denver Circus Collective — https://www.circuscollective.com/
People were there, but we stayed briefly, watched an aerial fabric class, and returned to the road.
   
Cindy was hungry (I seldom feel hungry or full, my brain injury, I suppose.) She remembered a noodle restaurant, Menya Noodle, on the 16th St. Mall, and we walked for a while and then found it. The food was quite good, and we were delighted when we returned home. Here they are — https://menyacolorado.com/ 
   
10/25 — This current blog is about death, something that we will all be facing. I just got a message from my daughter, April (she has been in Europe), that her husband’s dad had recently passed away. He had been ill for a while, but it is always tricky when death occurs. 

DO SOMETHING NEW–DAILY!
THEN, KEEP DOING NEW FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!

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THE GARDEN THIS WEEK

A self-supportive life can be a better life.
A garden would be a part of that life.
You must look into it.
   
Because I am back on the road, there will be no more words about the garden.
I do hope Beth keeps it up.
I did a lot of work establishing our vegetable garden.
   
When I drove the van seven years ago,
I grew stuff under the sunroof windows on the top.
I may start that up my van garden again.
You will find out, of course.

START YOUR GARDEN TODAY!
IT MAY BE NECESSARY FOR YOUR LIFE!

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ALL OUR LIFE, WE MUST CHALLENGE OURSELVES!
YOUR CHALLENGE FOR THE WEEK >> 

Dissect the idea of your death.
What do you want to get done before that end time?
Have you prepared your path after you die?
   
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NEXT BLOG >>

Wherever you live, you can make it your palace and your paradise!

AND WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING FOR YOUR UPCOMING WEEK?

“KITTING AROUND”
BLOG 293–CIRCUS–YOU–YES!
Don’t sleepwalk through life.
I hope to illuminate your Life with my Words.
The Wanderings of Kit (Do you wander or wonder?)
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY OR BETTER!

*** This blog looks best when viewed on a laptop or desktop computer.
*** The joy I experience in life is a wondrous thing!
*** I was hit by two different trucks, but I remain happy.
*** Going through a 37-day coma–Yikes!
*** What do you want to accomplish before you die?
*** If you read this through Facebook, see kitsummers.com/blog
*** I lived in my van for six years, visited all US national parks, and met Beth.
*** Beth and I married on 2/22/22 at 2:22.
*** I will have places to show you and tales to tell.
*** You will find secrets to unfold and good news!
*** What are you passionate about?
*** Only YOU know what is best for you.
*** Live for now! You will have had a great life when all your nows add up!
*** You cannot change the past. The future will come. All you have is now—always.
*** Have you seen >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFC5vLPDWRo

BE TAKEN AWAY WITH ME
ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES!

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WHY I WRITE THIS BLOG
You will have many in your life who assist and teach; I hope I help guide you. Coaches like me wish to lighten your path toward excellence. It is up to you to make your journey toward merit. I am not trying to show you “the way”; I am trying to help you find “your way.” Writing this blog each week is new and different for me—I love it! In other words, I hope to continually add to your life and bring you to a higher level.
   
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU WITH MY WORDS –WORDS HAVE POWER!
Are you accomplishing what you want before your eventual death?
You can (and should) make changes to improve your life–at any age.
Start today, and know that you can build the life you desire.
         
YOU ALREADY KNOW
You already know much about what I write, and I want to remind you of these ideas and show that my views can provide you with additional thoughts, along with yours, to help you.
   
MY EXPERIENCES 
Much of what I write about is taken from my experiences.
I have gone through much.
I hope to spread ideas so that you can live a better life.
Remember–only you know what is best for you.
Don’t forget–you are only as young as the last time you changed your mind!

YES, YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO FIND YOUR SUCCESS!
IT SEEMS I LIVE AN INTERESTING LIFE.
THINK  — AND THEN THINK AGAIN.
WHAT NEW STORIES ARE YOU READY TO WRITE?    

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TOPIC FOR THIS WEEK — CIRCUS–YOU–YES!
           
I wrote about Beth and our breakup in the last few blog posts. I thought Beth and I were together for the rest of our lives. I have only good thoughts of Beth, and I will never write anything against this lovely lady. I admit I was/am tremendously heartbroken, but life will continue. From now on, I will not write about Beth and our past. My love for you will always be there, Beth.
     
Starting with a joke >>
“I once ran away with a circus–
But they caught up with me and made me give it back.”
       
This blog is about the circus and circus skills.
What child does not love the circus?
Keep that child in you alive!
 
Did you ever think of running away and joining a circus?
Many people do; it is a way of getting away and starting a new life.
Yet, there are other ways of starting a new life. Do you need to?
     
Currently, I am staying with Cindy Marvell, who owns and operates the Boulder Circus Center (BCC), so it is a perfect time to write a blog on the circus. Take a look >> https://bouldercircuscenter.net/. Cindy and I have known each other for many years; a good friend she is.
   
Speaking of circus, did you know that, at the young age of 19, I was hired by Ringling Brothers Circus Clown College to teach juggling for the 1979 session in Florida? While there, I learned much about the circus.
   
The phrase “run away and join the circus” is a classic childhood desire to leave troubles behind and start a new life (which I’ve had to do a few times.) It can also mean escaping a problematic life or seeking more adventure.
     
The notion of ‘running away to join the circus’ has been around for as long as circuses have. Leaving your troubles behind, assuming a new identity, and starting with a fresh life certainly has its appeal. Many see this life change and strongly desire to change their lives.
 
Of course, the literal meaning is self-evident. Still, its symbolic meaning refers to the desire to leave one’s home and area for family reasons and a lack of opportunity. The only solution for some desperate people was to wait for the circus to come to town and leave with them as they left town.
   
While most circus acts look effortless and flawless, they often require months (years) of practice and work before they can be entertaining and safe. If you’re performing acrobatics, aerials, juggling, or anything similar, you must be very flexible and know how to rely on your body.
     
The word “circus” comes from the Latin word “cerco,” which is a Romanized version of the Greek word kirks or kilos, meaning “ring” or “circle” (as in circus ring.) The word was first recorded in English in the 14th century. The Latin circus is the romanization of the Greek κίρκος (Kirkus), itself a metathesis of the Homeric Greek κρίκος (Kirkus), meaning “circle” or “ring.”
     
The Roman circus was a large open-air venue for chariot races, gladiatorial combats, animal slaughter, and other blood sports—no juggling with machetes. The Circus Maximus was Rome’s largest and oldest public space and could seat up to 250,000 people.
 
Modern circus
Modern circuses sometimes have traditions like trained animals and preshow parades from the early Roman circuses. You will be entertained in many ways, from small one-ring circuses to big three-ring shows. The modern circus has its roots in European horsemanship displays. The traditional American three-ring circus rings come from equestrian rings that provide good visibility for the audience.
   
The first European circuses were run by horsemanship school teachers who found they could make more money entertaining crowds than teaching students. British composer, musician, and actor Charles Dibdin is credited with coining the word “circus.”
   
Unfortunately, the biggest circus show, Ringling Brothers and Barnum and Bailey Circus, no longer travels; it has closed down. Thousands were entertained, amazed, and impressed by the RBBB show. Many will miss this circus.
   
A circus is a company of performers.
They put on diverse entertainment shows.
These can include >>
Clown
Trapeze
Acrobats
Contortionists
Aerialists
Juggling
Acrobatics
Animal Acts
And, of course, Ringmaster
Such a variety of things.
And where do you fit in?
Is it time for you to run away and join a circus?
   
The Circus Clown
Clowning has an extensive and varied history that dates back to folkloric tricksters and court jesters across time and cultures. Many suggest the earliest clowns can be found in Egypt around 2500 B.C.E.
     
African jesters entertained Pharaohs and other court members during the Fifth Dynasty. Legends from China’s Zhou Dynasty posit a jester, Yu Sze, laughingly convinced the emperor to forgo whitewashing the Great Wall of China, thus saving the countless individuals who would have had to undertake the arduous task.
 
In North America, indigenous tribes, including the Hopi and the Iroquois, employed clowns in sacred roles. The performers utilized their comedic looks and antics to expand peoples’ perceptions.
 
Many current clowns in America are often not funny; they are an embarrassment. Many just put on makeup, hide behind it, and say, “Oh boy, now I’m funny!” It’s such a sad thing. And I’ve seen truly clever clowns who bring joy and genuinely make people laugh. Be the second of the two.
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WORDS TO INSPIRE YOU!
Inspirational quotes and sayings have a unique ability to change the way we feel about life and can change our thoughts. They are attractive, challenging, and essential on our path to joy and happiness and finding ways to inspire ourselves and others.
     
THE BURST!
Inspirational quotes and ideas give us a quick and timely burst of wisdom to regain our focus, offering the inspiration needed for the day or occasion. I hope the words below bring a smile to your face and drive you to make this day and every day a fantastic event.
 
BE POSITIVE!
Just as positive words can make someone smile, and a well-timed amusing quote can make someone laugh, your thoughts react to the world in real-real time have this control! You have complete control over only one thing in the universe—YOUR THINKING!—and that’s where motivational quotes come in!
     
“YOU”
How you think and feel about yourself, including your beliefs and expectations about what is possible, determines everything in your life, and it all derives from your quality of thinking. Use quotes to move ahead in your life.
   
SELF-TALK IS SO ESSENTIAL—THINK RIGHT!
To stay motivated, you have to use each day as an opportunity to improve and get closer to your goals. It might sound like a lot of work—and with your busy schedule—next to impossible. But you can do it! Motivational words, yes, are just words. But they are positive words; they will keep you on track.
   
QUOTES WILL BENEFIT YOU!
Positive and inspiring quotes can be like sunshine on a cloudy day. They inject optimism into our thoughts, brighten our mood, and help us focus on the good in life. They remind us that even in the face of adversity, we can see the silver lining and embrace a positive attitude.
   
PEARLS OF WISDOM
In a world filled with challenges and indecisiveness, the power of inspirational quotes cannot be exaggerated. These pearls of wisdom uniquely uplift our spirits, can spark positive change, and fuel our motivation often when we need it most.
   
WORDS WILL CHANGE YOU!
The correct motivational quote can change you and things—helping you ditch the excuses, escape your comfort zone, and take action. Read these words with an open mind and learn to improve your life.
     
THESE QUOTES
When you read these quotes, you’ll also realize that many other people worldwide are experiencing these feelings. These feelings make you think you’re the only person who could feel this bad. But you’re not. Lots and lots of other people feel bad, too. This is the irony of it. You don’t want other people to feel crappy, but it does make you feel better or at least comforted to know that other people feel just as bad as you.

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I HOPE THE FOLLOWING WORDS ADD TO YOUR LIFE >>
   
Time is a circus,
always packing up and moving away.
–Ben Hecht
   
Clowns are the pegs on which the circus is hung.
P. T. Barnum
   
I have always been a romantic, believing a woman in pink circus tights contains all the universe’s secrets.
–Tom Robbins
   
Damn everything but the circus.
Corita Kent
   
The circus leaves a sweet memory.
–Fernando Botero
   
The attraction of the virtuoso for the public is very similar to that of the circus for the crowd. There is always the hope that something dangerous will happen.
–Claude Debussy
   
There’s a lot of freedom in this rock and roll circus
—it’s where all the freaks go—
and it’s the environment for me.
–Brian Molko
     
The circus allows one to be logical and unreal at the same time.
In the circus, anything is possible:
A man with two heads or a character with a green face.
–Fernando Botero
   
I never got to see the circus, though.
I have always been in love with being a trapeze artist.
–Keala Settle
   
Politicians have made people cry…
politics has become a circus.
–Gurpreet Ghuggi
   
We’re like a traveling circus…
We’re always on the go.
–Camila Alves
   
The students who, like the wild animal being prepared for its tricks in the circus called ‘life,’ expect only training as sketched above will be severely disappointed: by his standards, they will learn next to nothing.
–Edsger Dijkstra
   
I feel like I grew up in the circus.
I know planes, trains, automobiles,
and talented, weird people.
–Dakota Johnson
   
My people. I have given them a sense of individuality and integrity. I have not made them slaves of any god, religion, holy book, or priest. I have certainly not replaced their god. They are all a part of what I call my traveling circus.
–Rajneesh

YOU MUST IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF YOUR THINKING,
YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE’S DIFFERENTIA—SOMETIMES INSTANTLY!
COMPOSE A NOBLE BOOK AND WRITE A BEST-SELLER.
YOU ARE AMAZING—PLAY YOUR PART!
YOU CAN TURN THINGS AROUND FAST AND ACHIEVE YOUR
WILDEST DREAMS NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE!

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MY DAILY JOTTINGS >>
Each week goes by so quickly, don’t you think?
It seems like time is going by faster and faster.
You must live joyfully, daily, for each day!
     
Do you know what you did last Monday?
Do you remember what you ate for dinner last Thursday?
Keep track of your doings for a few weeks; you will see your time differently.
Remember, the quality of your life depends on what you do each day.
   
10/11–After I sent my sad last blog,
Cindy wanted me to make my Salsa. 
https://sites.google.com/site/summerssalsa/what-youve-been-looking-for-in-a-salsa
It came out as good as always.
Have you made some yet?
You must >>
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How to make Summers’ Salsa:
Use a can of corn
One can of black beans (or a can of mixed beans)
One can of sliced peaches or three fresh peaches
One bunch of coriander (also known as cilantro)
One a 20-centimeter (8 inches) square of Roma tomatoes (same as plum tomatoes)
One large red onion
One lemon
Two limes
Four cloves of garlic, minced
Chili powder–one spoon
Garlic salt–two spoons
Organic Maple Syrup–three spoons
One or more jalapeno peppers (depending on the heat level you desire)
   
Use a food processor to chop the tomatoes into small bits, about 1 or 2 centimeters (quarter-inch squares).  Peel the outside of the onion, cut it into quarters, and put these in the food processor; chop so they are about the same size as the tomatoes.  Drain the can of peaches, put them into the food processor, chop them the same size as the tomatoes, and add them to the bowl. Drain the corn and black bean cans, then add them to the bowl.   Hand chop the coriander into small bits (about the same size as tomatoes) and add this.  Squeeze the juice of the lemon and the limes into the bowl, and add some pulp if desired.  Add the chili powder, garlic salt, and maple syrup.  In the food processor, chop one or more Jalapeno peppers into tiny bits and then add them.  Mix all of these ingredients well and enjoy your fresh salsa.
   
For a spicy, hot salsa, leave out the maple syrup and peaches (unless you want the sweet), add more jalapeno, and add habanero peppers for the desired heat.
   
Be sure to let me know how yours turns out.
Making the salsa got me back on track to the success I had found with it—I sold thousands to happy customers. Thank you, Cindy, for suggesting this.
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Today, Cindy and I were out and saw Peter Davison and his dad sipping coffee at a cafe. We are all getting older. Peter has grey/white hair and numerous wrinkles. I remember Peter doing street shows in LA as a young boy—what a change!
 
In the 1980s, Peter was a master of juggling, flawlessly performing all the great tricks. In the 2000s, he took up ballet and now teaches and conducts this dance technique in many places.
See–you CAN change your life and take up something new!
   
With Peter was his dad, Roy.
At 103 years of age, he is doing fantastic!
Physically and mentally, he is all there.
What great memories his mind holds!
   

You can get there, too!
Start taking better care of yourself.
Think good thoughts, exercise, and eat right.
And don’t get shot by a gangster!
   
Since Covid, Peter has not been performing much, and many significant changes have happened in the world since that hit. Peter is now driving a school bus, once in the morning, then again in the afternoon, to bring the kids home. He gets excellent health insurance through this; he is happy about that.
   
Here is Peter performing >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4MTZaKfItc&list=PL0C2BC75FD574984F
It’s impressive to me.
   
10/12–Cindy and I rode our bikes to the farmers market. This market is a huge deal, and in the park-like setting, it is spectacular. There are many beautiful people in Boulder, including numerous alluring females. With so many lovely ladies here, it surprises me every time I am in Boulder. 
   
We went to a show at the Boulder Circus Center (BCC) in the evening. Various people doing Aerial Fabric Work performed. The show is called High Flying Science, which was the theme. For every routine, there was a science theme.
 

The BCC

The Lyra work was dramatic and well done. One act involved six people performing routines high above our heads. Many were very flexible and fit in with the routines well. A teacup routine high above was spectacular to see.
   
10/13–In the afternoon, we visited Fort Collins, CO, to see another circus school, fortcollinscircus.com. Cindy had never been there before. Jessica Schultz runs the school and is very talented herself. Today was the school’s sixth anniversary.

Everything was done outdoors, as they performed with aerial fabric. Many were young, and the younger ones were just demonstrating moves. Inside were circus rig setups for the beginners to learn.
   
Sunday evening—time for the juggling group meeting at BCC. There was a big group there. I walked around and coached on juggling. It was a good time for all of us.
   
Cris Jost did two diablos while on a unicycle.
Bekah Smith passed clubs with others.
It was some excellent work.
     
I did some coaching and saw progress. One guy was working on learning to juggle 5 balls, and I told him he was going way too fast. I told him that juggling 5 balls at three feet high is the exact timing as juggling 3 balls at one foot high. He slowed down, and he was surprised at how much that helped.
   
The big Boulder Juggling Festival is on July 4th weekend.
Last year, over 100 people attended.
Will you join us this year?
     
10/14–3am wake up time–again! It’s extraordinary; my mind clicks on, and I wake up early and cannot sleep. It seems I have enough energy for the day, but could I do better with more sleep? Perhaps I will never find out.
   
Cindy had some cabinets that looked quite dismal. I painted them, and they look much better. Look around the place where you live. Are there little things like a new paint job that would make your home much nicer? You must paint, starting tomorrow.
     
10/15–It’s like an alarm clock goes off in my head. No matter when I start slumber, it goes off at 3 a.m., and I am up for the day.
   
My salsa is a big hit with this group.
Have you made some yet?
Aww, you must!

Cindy, Marc & Erin Minsky (also staying with Cindy), and I went up Canyon Road to Boulder Falls. As you will see in the photos, we saw many great things. This area has so many spectacular sites to see; it’s astonishing.

Here are the falls >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pk90FczP5UA
They are beautious–as the whole area is, you will see.
 
Walking up, there were many boulder rocks, which were difficult for me to navigate. As I’ve written, I’ve only taken a few falls, but I must be extra careful when negotiating such trails. I made it without difficulty, though. I remember from my young days how I would jump from rock to rock with no problem.
   
This evening, I saw Marc Minsky perform; he sings and plays guitar in the streets. With Marc was his wife, Erin. I saw Marc at Boulder Mall; the audiences were small, mainly because no one was around. Marc has a great voice and plays guitar well. It started getting colder, so I walked from the mall to Cindy’s house. Here is Marc >> http://marcsings.com/
   
10/16–I Woke up at 2 a.m. and lay there for an hour trying to get back to sleep, which didn’t happen. Once again, Kit is lacking sleep.
   
An early trip over to BCC, where I painted a clear/protective coating on the
     
Cindy purchased a small totem pole with owls cut out as I had written. This guy makes his art using big tree trunks and a chainsaw to cut the shapes. I had asked the guy there if I could come over to get the scrap wood he was not using. Today, I loaded up (with Cindy’s help) a lot of wood for fires in Cindy’s fireplace this winter.

10/17–I woke up at 2 a.m. again. I went to the computer, wrote, and watched videos. At about 3:33, I went upstairs and lay on the bed again. Surprisingly, I got some more sleepy time. But I woke up again at about 4:22, and here I am.
   
I got nice words sent from Beth–about time.
I care about this person much.
     
10/18–Awake at about 2am, again. I went to Costco and Walmart for some things, Not much today.

DO SOMETHING NEW–DAILY!
THEN, KEEP DOING NEW FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!

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THE GARDEN THIS WEEK

A self-supportive life can be a better life.
A garden would be a part of that life.
You must look into it.
   
Because I am back on the road, there will be no more words about the garden.
I do hope Beth keeps it up.
I did a lot of work establishing our vegetable garden.
   
When I drove the van seven years ago,
I grew stuff under the sunroof windows on the top.
I may start that up my van garden again.
You will find out, of course.

START YOUR GARDEN TODAY!
IT MAY BE NECESSARY FOR YOUR LIFE!

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ALL OUR LIFE, WE MUST CHALLENGE OURSELVES!
YOUR CHALLENGE FOR THE WEEK >> 

Learn some circus skills and show your family and friends.
   
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NEXT BLOG >>

 You will read words of Grave Danger, is it there? 

AND WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING FOR YOUR UPCOMING WEEK?

“KITTING AROUND”
BLOG 292–If Someone Else Can Do It . . .
Don’t sleepwalk through life.
I hope to illuminate your Life with my Words.
The Wanderings of Kit (Do you wander or wonder?)
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY OR BETTER!

*** This blog looks best when viewed on a laptop or desktop computer.
*** The joy I experience in life is a wondrous thing!
*** I was hit by two different trucks, but I remain happy.
*** Going through a 37-day coma–Yikes!
*** What do you want to accomplish before you die?
*** If you read this through Facebook, see kitsummers.com/blog
*** I lived in my van for six years, visited all US national parks, and met Beth.
*** Beth and I married on 2/22/22 at 2:22.
*** I will have places to show you and tales to tell.
*** You will find secrets to unfold and good news!
*** What are you passionate about?
*** Only YOU know what is best for you.
*** Live for now! When all your nows add up, you will have a great life!
*** You cannot change the past. The future will come. All you have is now—always.
*** Have you seen >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFC5vLPDWRo

BE TAKEN AWAY WITH ME
ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES!

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My friend Jules Manas sent these words, very nice of him >>
   
Morning Kit,

I wish I had the right words or any words, to share with you as your life’s journey continues to evolve. You’re a good person, Kit. I know that much. Stay focused on all the new possibilities; you’ll land exactly where your life’s plan will take you.
   
As always, your Blog leaves me in awe. You have no idea how inspirational your words are for me. I appreciate your suggestions, guidance, and wisdom. Thank you.
     
Hang in there, my friend, and know that people care for you.
By the way, your friend Cindy has incredible skills and talent!
Stay focused, Kit…..
Jules
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And Judy Wrote about the last blog >>
Kit, at one level, my illness and disability were the best thing for me. My solitude was enforced. I was always all over the place and had a hard time being alone and focusing. But my situation helped with a kind of enforced solitude I have been obliged to make peace with. I found happiness in being alone – up to a point. I am grateful for my illness.
   
It sounds like your wife stopped communicating deeply with you at some point. We don’t always heed the signs – that would be too painful. But you’re right; given some time, you might be able to communicate again. She may have bottled up her emotions, which might not even be apparent.
   
Communication opens the possibility for change, and that’s what I wish for you both. I enjoyed being part of the Pickle Family Circus or Circus Vargas because I could tour and not be alone unless I wanted to be. But yes – the loneliness of the solo juggler is a thing – the work is honest and relentless and mental –
Judy  Finelli
   
About my marriage to Beth.
At this point, she seems to hate me.
I STILL DON’T KNOW WHY !!
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WHY I WRITE THIS BLOG

You will have many in your life who assist and teach; I am helping to guide you. Coaches like me wish to lighten your path toward excellence. It is up to you to make your journey toward merit. I’m not trying to show you “the way”; I am trying to help you find “your way.” Writing this blog each week is new and different for me—I love it!
   
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU WITH MY WORDS –WORDS HAVE POWER!
Are you accomplishing what you want before your eventual death?
You can (and should) make changes to improve your life–at any age.
Start today, and you can build the life you desire.
   
YOU ALREADY KNOW
You already know much about what I write, and I want to remind you of these ideas and show that my views can provide additional thoughts, along with yours, to help you.
   
MY EXPERIENCES
Much of what I write about is taken from my experiences.
I have gone through much.
I hope to spread ideas so that you can live a better life.
Remember, only you know what is best for you.
Don’t forget–you are only as young as the last time you changed your mind!

EVEN IF YOU START LATE,
ARE UNCERTAIN OR DIFFERENT ––
YOU CAN STILL FIND SUCCESS
VERY LITTLE IS NEEDED TO MAKE A GREAT LIFE!

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TOPIC FOR THIS WEEK — If Someone Else Can Do It, So Can You!
   
This thought gives me positive forward momentum and continuously keeps me positive. Having this mindset can take you far in life. Thinking this way will provide you with the confidence to move forward. The phrase “If someone else can do it, so can I” can be helpful and unhelpful, depending on the context and the individual receiving the message.

Here are some points to consider:
   
Encouragement—The words can serve as encouragement, suggesting that success is attainable and that others can achieve similar goals.
   
Relatability—Sharing personal experiences can make a person seem more relatable, reinforcing the idea that obstacles can be overcome.
   
Empowerment—These words can empower individuals by instilling a belief in their abilities.
   
Be Happy! —Can you be happy and energetic all day? It sounds exhausting. When I’m unhappy and somewhat mercurial, ‘all day’ seems unrealistic. However, there are a few fundamental things that you would need as a foundation to give your life a better chance of being consistently happier.
   
The Benefits
Do the people in your life benefit from joy? Do they enrich and develop Happiness?
We all want to feel love and respect, and giving is the best way. But as there has always been, some people take more than they give. It’s important to recognize these people. I’m not talking financially. I’m talking about love, respect, patience, time, understanding, compassion. Folks who can’t give those things to you while you bestow them onto them will prevent you from ever reaching your potential. Surround yourself with people who make your life better and encourage you to try new things, people who fill dull moments with laughter and sad ones with joy.
     
Alone time
Make time to sit by yourself, not every day, but at least five times a week. That doesn’t sound ‘happy and energetic,’ but bear with me. If you can’t be alone for five minutes and enjoy your thoughts, you’ll probably be in for a rough day; you are with your thoughts all day. You could listen to music, draw, or write down your thoughts if you are willing to set aside five minutes a day for some quality alone time, meditating. It’s a little difficult initially, but you will get it! It is incredible how much clearer your thought will become.
   
Be yourself
This is unquestionably the most difficult one on this list. We are all governed by our irrational thoughts; we must think right. You have to be yourself to be successful and have happy, energetic days. Live by your standards, and don’t let anything that someone may or may not think about you rule how you behave.
     
Purpose.
Having a purpose may be the hardest, but it’s also the simplest. Find your purpose! If you can wake up in the morning and know why you are here, you have nailed this little thing called life.
     
HERE ARE SOME MORE IDEAS FOR DAILY LIVING >>
1–Wake up early.
2–Walk for a few minutes.
3–Eat breakfast.
5–Keep your phone aside.
6–Have dinner at home.
7–Sleep early.
8–Wake early.
9–Exercise.
10–Meditate (Just relax and think right.)
11–Be grateful.
12–Smile.
13–Help others.
14–Spend time alone.
15–Don’t give up!
16–Volunteer.
17–Explore new hobbies.
18–Prioritize a healthy diet: Take care of your physical health.
19–Practice self-care.
20–Build positive relationships

YES, YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO FIND YOUR SUCCESS!
THINK  — AND THEN THINK AGAIN.
WHAT NEW STORIES ARE YOU READY TO WRITE?

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WORDS TO INSPIRE YOU!
Inspirational quotes and sayings have a unique ability to change the way we feel about life and can change our thoughts. They are attractive, challenging, and essential on our path to joy and happiness and finding ways to inspire ourselves and others.
     
THE BURST!
Inspirational quotes and ideas give us a quick and timely burst of wisdom to regain our focus, offering the inspiration needed for the day or occasion. I hope the words below bring a smile to your face and drive you to make this day and every day a fantastic event.
   
BE POSITIVE!
Just as positive words can make someone smile, and a well-timed amusing quote can make someone laugh, your thoughts react to the world in real-real time have this control! You have complete control over only one thing in the universe—YOUR THINKING!—and that’s where motivational quotes come in!
     
“YOU”
How you think and feel about yourself, including your beliefs and expectations about what is possible, determines everything in your life, and it all derives from your quality of thinking. Use quotes to move ahead in your life.
   
SELF-TALK IS SO ESSENTIAL—THINK RIGHT!
To stay motivated, you have to use each day as an opportunity to improve and get closer to your goals. It might sound like a lot of work—and with your busy schedule—next to impossible. But you can do it! Motivational words, yes, are just words. But they are positive words; they will keep you on track.
   
QUOTES WILL BENEFIT YOU!
Positive and inspiring quotes can be like sunshine on a cloudy day. They inject optimism into our thoughts, brighten our mood, and help us focus on the good in life. They remind us that even in the face of adversity, we can see the silver lining and embrace a positive attitude.
   
PEARLS OF WISDOM
In a world filled with challenges and indecisiveness, the power of inspirational quotes cannot be exaggerated. These pearls of wisdom uniquely uplift our spirits, can spark positive change, and fuel our motivation often when we need it most.
     
WORDS WILL CHANGE YOU!
The correct motivational quote can change you and things—helping you ditch the excuses, escape your comfort zone, and take action. Read these words with an open mind and learn to improve your life.
     
THESE QUOTES
When you read these quotes, you’ll also realize that many other people worldwide are experiencing these feelings. These feelings make you think you’re the only person who could feel this bad. But you’re not. Lots and lots of other people feel bad, too. This is the irony of it. You don’t want other people to feel crappy, but it does make you feel better or at least comforted to know that other people feel just as bad as you.

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I HOPE THE FOLLOWING WORDS ADD TO YOUR LIFE >>
   
“Dream as if you’ll live forever;
live as if you’ll die today.” James Dean
     
“Learn to change with the changes.
That will bring on a better life.” Kit Summers
   
“Doing what you like is freedom.
Liking what you do is happiness.” Frank Tyger
   
“Be happy with what you have.
Be excited about what you want.” Alan Cohen
   
“Life is a journey,
and if you fall in love with the journey,
you will be in love forever.” Peter Hagerty
   
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said and did but never how you made them feel.” Maya Angelou
   
“Much of people’s stress doesn’t come from having too much to do. It comes from not finishing what they’ve started.” David Allen
     
“We forge the chains we wear in life.” Charles Dickens
   
“If you look to others for fulfillment, you will never be fulfilled.
If your happiness depends on money, you will never be happy with yourself.
Be content with what you have; rejoice in the way things are.
When you realize nothing is lacking, the world belongs to you.” Lao Tzu
   
“Everything is a gift of the universe–even joy, anger, jealousy, frustration, or separateness.
Everything is perfect either for our growth or our enjoyment.” Ken Keyes Jr.
   
“There is no such thing as a problem without a gift for you in its hands.
You seek problems because you need their gifts.” Richard Bach
   
“If you want to be happy,
set a goal that commands your thoughts,
liberates your energy,
and inspires your hopes.” Andrew Carnegie
   
“Tension is who you think you should be;
relaxation is who you are.” Chinese Proverb
   
“For me, it is sufficient to have a corner by my hearth,
a book, a friend, and a nap undisturbed by creditors
or grief.” Fernandez de Andrada
   
“You cannot judge what should bring others joy,
and others cannot judge what should bring you joy.” Alan Cohen
   
“The art of living lies less in eliminating our troubles than growing with them.” Bernard M. Baruch
   
“Our capacity to draw happiness from aesthetic objects or material goods seems critically dependent on our first satisfying a more important range of emotional or psychological needs, among them the need for understanding, love, expression, and respect.” Alain De Botton
     
“If you start to think the problem is ‘out there,’ stop yourself.
That thought is the problem.” Stephen Covey
   
“Happiness cannot be traveled to, owned, earned, worn, or consumed.
Happiness is the spiritual experience of living every minute with love, grace, and gratitude.” Denis Waitley
     
“Happiness is not a station you arrive at,
but a manner of traveling.” Margaret Lee Runbeck
   
“Security is when everything is settled when nothing can happen to you; security is the denial of life.” Germaine Greer
     
“Focus on the journey, not the destination.
Joy is found not in finishing an activity but in doing it.” Greg Anderson
   
“Thousands of candles can be lit from a single candle,
and the candle’s life will not be shortened.
Happiness never decreases by being shared.” Buddha
   
“The best remedy for those afraid, lonely, or unhappy is to go outside, somewhere where they can be quiet, alone with the heavens, nature, and God. As long as this exists, and it certainly always will, there will be comfort for every sorrow, whatever the circumstances.” Anne Frank
   
In our lives, change is unavoidable; loss is inevitable.
Our happiness and freedom lie in the adaptability and ease we experience change.” Buddha
   
“Live with intention.
Walk to the edge.
Listen hard.
Practice wellness.
Play with abandon.
Laugh.
Choose with no regret.
Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.”
Mary Anne Radmacher-Hershey
   
“You never regret being kind.” Nicole Shepherd
   
“They who can give up essential liberty to obtain a little temporary safety deserve neither liberty nor safety.” Ben Franklin.
   
“Forgiveness does not change the past,
but it does enlarge the future.” Paul Boese
     
“The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, worry about the future, or anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly.” Buddha
   
“True happiness is not attained through self-gratification,
but fidelity to a worthy purpose.” Helen Keller
     
“Money is neither my god nor my devil.
It is a form of energy that tends to make
us more of who we already are,
whether greedy or loving.” Dan Millman
     
“The need for forgiveness is an illusion.
There is nothing to forgive.” Rachel England
     
“Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting.” Bernard Meltzer

YOU MUST IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF YOUR THINKING,

YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE’S DIFFERENTIA—SOMETIMES INSTANTLY!

COMPOSE A NOBLE BOOK AND WRITE A BEST-SELLER.

YOU ARE AMAZING—PLAY YOUR PART!

YOU CAN TURN THINGS AROUND FAST AND ACHIEVE YOUR

WILDEST DREAMS NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE!

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MY DAILY JOTTINGS >>
Each week goes by so quickly, don’t you think?
It seems like time is going by faster and faster.
You must live joyfully, daily, for each day!
     
Do you know what you did last Monday?
Do you remember what you ate for dinner last Thursday?
Keep track of your doings for a few weeks; you will see your time differently.
Remember, the quality of your life depends on what you do each day.
   
10/5–I removed everything from my van, including my bed frame, and strengthened the bed. I also attached a new toilet paper roll holder for Cindy, which turned out lovely.
   
10/6–Today, I decided that life will go on without Beth. They say that there are plenty of fish in the sea; the thing is, I am allergic to fish! I will find happiness and joy again, perhaps with someone other than Beth. Sad to say, Beth wants nothing to do with me anymore; where we once had such a strong love between us. What happened, Beth?
   
10/7–Early, I drove over to the car places about my brakes. None could work with me, so I went back to Cindy’s and called car places. I found one and made an appointment for tomorrow morning.
   
This evening, we attended a chiropractic presentation by Dr. Danny Knowles of the Network Wellness Center. This man knows his stuff about the human body. Here is their website >>
https://www.boulderchiropractor.com/.
   
This presentation was held at a Mexican Restaurant; we ate well.
   
10/8–Why, look at that. I slept until about 4 a.m. this morning (AdvilPM helped), whereas I woke at about 1 a.m. on the two previous nights and was up for the day. I can accomplish more when I wake up early, but my tiredness is not good.
   
I’ve seen how they are manufacturing these storms to devastate certain areas. Yes, people can bring storms to any location they want. Living in my van, I can stay ahead of any storm and be all right.
   
What a great day! I left my van off at legacyautoboulder.com. They did a thorough check of my entire van. I thought the brake pads were low, but they found they were alright. That made me so happy! They sent a detailed report to my email, and it was terrific. Chris and Christian, you were both wonderful to work with. A hundred bucks later, I got my happy van back.
 
Later, I talked with Amanda of Reading Glass Books. She will help me sell my books to a major publisher. She will send my information to 60 major publishers—such great news! She said my book, Accident, could be sold for $80,000 to $150,000—how wonderful! Reading Glass Books takes 10% of the fee, so that is low.
   
Once the books take off, my speaking program will, too. Motivating people through my speaking program brings me joy, so I should find much joy in my future as people get inspired.
   
10/9–Yikes, awakening at 1am again. Sleep continues to be a problem for me. But I have so much on my mind and so much to do that sleep seems like a waste of time. I understand that the human mind and body need sleep, so I try.
   
It’s bizarre and driving me crazy in many ways. Beth and I were happily married for two years, then she suddenly kicked me out and put me back on the road. I still am unsure why she wanted to separate. If you have contact with Beth, please find out what is happening with her. Many tears have been shed.
   
In the evening, I went to a meeting about chiropractic. I just saw that it would not work for me. I may not have been in the area long enough, and after he went over my back and made adjustments, I did not feel anything, and/or it didn’t help. This may be because of my brain injury, but chiropractic did nothing for me.
   
I should be exercising daily, but I have no desire to. I do not care much about life and do not see what my future holds. Yes, a bleak outlook.
         
10/10–I slept until 3 a.m., which is good for me. We went to the Circus Center and went to the acro-jam. There were ten women and one guy there. They did some amazing things up on ropes.
     
Later, Cindy took us to dinner. It was Chinese, and it was quite good.
   
10/11–This morning, I sorted my pills; I take eight different ones: some for high blood pressure, some for allergies, and some vitamins. I have not cared about life, and whether I live or not, so I did not take any of them for some weeks. I am unsure why I am starting to retake them, perhaps they will make me feel better? 

DO SOMETHING NEW–DAILY!

THEN, KEEP DOING NEW FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!

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THE GARDEN THIS WEEK

A self-supportive life can be a better life.

A garden would be a part of that life.

You must look into it.
   
Because I am back on the road, there will be no more words about the garden. I do hope Beth keeps it up. I did a lot of work establishing our vegetable garden together.
   
When I drove the van seven years ago,
I grew stuff under the sunroof windows on the top.
I may start that up my van garden again.
You will find out, of course.

START YOUR GARDEN TODAY!
IT MAY BE NECESSARY FOR YOUR LIFE!

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ALL OUR LIFE, WE MUST CHALLENGE OURSELVES!
YOUR CHALLENGE FOR THE WEEK >>
Try some things this week that you always thought you could not do.
You will be surprised at what you can achieve.
Always know–if someone else can do it — SO CAN YOU!
   
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NEXT BLOG >>
Hmm, we will find out about it next week. 

AND WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING FOR YOUR UPCOMING WEEK?

“KITTING AROUND”
BLOG 291–Loneliness
Don’t sleepwalk through life.
I hope to illuminate your Life with my Words.
The Wanderings of Kit (Do you wander or wonder?)
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY OR BETTER!

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*** The joy I experience in life is a wondrous thing!
*** I was hit by two different trucks, but I remain happy.
*** Going through a 37-day coma–Yikes!
*** What do you want to accomplish before you die?
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*** You will find secrets to unfold and good news!
*** What are you passionate about?
*** Only YOU know what is best for you.
*** Live for now! When all your nows add up, you will have a great life!
*** You cannot change the past. The future will come. All you have is now—always.
*** Have you seen >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFC5vLPDWRo 

BE TAKEN AWAY WITH ME
ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES!

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Sorry, I am using a new computer and cannot bring in photos.

WHY I WRITE THIS BLOG
You will have many in your life who assist and teach; I am helping to guide you. Coaches like me wish to lighten your path toward excellence. It is up to you to make your journey toward merit. I’m not trying to show you “the way”; I am trying to help you find “your way.” Writing this blog each week is new and different for me—I love it!
     

I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU WITH MY WORDS –WORDS HAVE POWER!
Are you accomplishing what you want before your eventual death?
You can (and should) make changes to improve your life–at any age.
Start today, and you can build the life you desire.
     

YOU ALREADY KNOW
You already know much about what I write, and I want to remind you of these ideas and show that my views can provide additional thoughts, along with yours, to help you. 
     

MY EXPERIENCES
Much of what I write about is taken from my experiences.
I have gone through much.
I hope to spread ideas so that you can live a better life.
Remember, only you know what is best for you.

Don’t forget–you are only as young as the last time you changed your mind

EVEN IF YOU START LATE,
ARE UNCERTAIN OR DIFFERENT ––
YOU CAN STILL FIND SUCCESS 

VERY LITTLE IS NEEDED TO MAKE A GREAT LIFE! 

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TOPIC FOR THIS WEEK — Loneliness
   
Loneliness can affect each of us. It’s got a grip on me right now that I can’t get rid of. Beth decided to push me back to my traveling. I must say that Beth is a special lady; I miss her very much. Beth and I were married for a few years, and I thought we were in love. I never saw this separation coming; it’s awful.
   
Beth would agree—she tends to be very controlling and worries that I will find someone else online. This thought alone was difficult because I was devoted to Beth. I recently wrote to my juggling friend, Jenny, who had sent me supportive words. In my words, I told Jenny I loved her. Beth took that and ran with it. I’ve tried to contact Beth in the last few weeks, and she has not responded. It’s bizarre.
   
Loneliness is the unpleasant feeling of being alone or disconnected from others, even when surrounded by people. It can be caused by a perceived gap between the level of connection a person wants and the level they have. I performed in front of a crowd of hundreds each night; no one knew I felt very alone.
   
There I was, driving all by myself. What a dreadful night of Hurricane Helena I had after the storm. It was hard to drive because electrical lines were down, giant trees littered the road, and most streetlights and turn signal lights were not working. It’s an exciting time for all. I tried hard to find a place with Wi-Fi and electricity but could not find it, so there was no blog last week.
   
A ranger gave me a way through. I was high above a road that only one other car and I were on. I did not know if I would or could get through, so I just drove. Eventually, GPS found me, and I could go by that. I ultimately parked under a bridge, where I spent the night.
   
No one in the world knew where I was or that I was out there. Death could have come, and no one would have known or found out for a long time. Come to think of it, no one could know I am dead except you, my audience for reading my blog.
   
I heard of a lady who was talking about the overwhelming loneliness that happened when she would get home from work. She would pull into her driveway and sit there, sometimes for 15-20 minutes, because she didn’t want to go inside her home. She couldn’t stand the sound of the empty house. It was keeping her from wanting to go in. Working alone was a great distraction for her, and she thrived there. But the minute she pulled into her driveway, she said it was like her body had shut down.
   
We all have moments like this. Maybe it’s a specific time of day that you feel it the most. For example, when you’re about to sleep, loneliness kicks in. I know nighttime is the worst time of day for many alone. We dread it. We dread trying to go to sleep. It’s another pattern of our life that’s been disrupted. And nighttime is so quiet. But it’s the quiet that’s so hard to get used to.
   
Or, perhaps, it’s that few moments first thing in the morning when you wake up, when you think that life is like this every day, just another regular day. Then, five seconds later, you remember that your husband died and you’re a widow, and this is your life now. Your heart sinks, and you feel deflated, hurt, and sad. And alone.
   
I sometimes feel lonely when I am driving, like now. I like to travel in an exemplary way. It was a good distraction,  a healthy coping mechanism, and a way to see other parts of the world and even live in different parts. The energy in my body would be sucked out of me immediately through loneliness. I would suddenly be an empty person. Empty. I’m sure some of you can relate to how that feels. It makes you realize the humanity of this experience.
   
When you read the words below, I hope they strike a chord within you, help you become self-aware of your situation, and give you something to hold onto during this challenging time. Use these words and ideas to pull yourself out of the muck of loneliness.
   
BELOW ARE SOME IDEAS FOR YOU TO GET THROUGH YOUR LONELINESS >>
1–Talk to strangers.
A growing body of research suggests that even seemingly insignificant interactions with strangers — like chatting with a barista or store worker. Even small exchanges with strangers, such as a cashier at a store, can help you feel socially connected. Many people feel lonely, and the pandemic has worsened their situation. I suggest practical ways to communicate with others.
   
2–Take up a new hobby or join a group
Retirement is a great time to revisit or take up new and old hobbies. Topics include wine tasting, botany, scrabble, history, and gardening. These are usually held in somebody’s home, a local library, or a community center.
   
3–Volunteer for a good cause or group
Volunteering! If there’s a charity or organization you support, why not volunteer to help it? It can be an excellent opportunity to get out of the house, meet new people, and feel useful. Charity shops are essential to raising funds for good causes and often need an extra pair of hands.
   
4–JUGGLE!
I’ve written about the benefits in the past, you know. Juggling is very much a solo venture; you see your advancement. Juggling with friends can add a good spark to your skill.
   
5–Get into books
If you enjoy a good read, you might enjoy being part of a book club. It can be fun and mentally stimulating to discuss books with like-minded people. Set up your group and meet monthly, taking turns hosting it in your house and providing snacks. Otherwise, you can ask your local librarian or council if they know of existing book clubs.
               
6–Gardening
Mowing the lawn and tending the garden can become too strenuous, but it doesn’t mean your gardening days are over. It’s a great way to get some fresh air and gentle exercise, and it’s rewarding to grow flowers or vegetables that you can eat! Invite a neighbor or friend to help, and you can benefit from it.
     
7–Board games
Board games can be a great way to interact with others and have fun. Many classic board games we enjoyed in our youth are still popular—anyone for Scrabble, Cribbage, Monopoly, Backgammon, or a good puzzle? You can enjoy a good board game at any age.
         
8–Join a Heart Support Group
Health and Heart Support Groups are friendly local groups for people with heart conditions and their families. Activities vary between groups but typically include simple exercise classes tailored for people with heart conditions and talks about different topics.
   
9–Go to the cinema
When was the last time you saw a flick? The allure of visiting the cinema and watching a great movie never fades. Most of the big cinemas have special screenings for older people at discounted rates, and some also provide free hot drinks and biscuits so you can chat and make the occasion a little more pleasant.
 
10–Keep in contact online
If your friends or family live far away, or you can’t go out to meet them, programs such as Skype and Facebook Video can help you keep in touch. These programs allow you to video call someone for free, wherever they are (as long as you both have an internet connection), so you can see them when you talk.
   
11–Borrow a dog (Jemma?)
Little doggy, if you’re a dog lover but don’t have the space, time, or money to have your own, then ‘dog borrowing’ might be just the thing for you. Maybe a friend or neighbor has a dog and would like to take a walk and have some company during the day. Alternatively, you can sign up for a dog-borrowing scheme.
   
12–Food, friends, and fun
One of the best ways to meet new people and be sociable is over a meal. Systems across the country offer free or inexpensive lunches, coffee mornings, and meetups for older people; some also provide transport. So, if you’re feeling lonely, your GP or other healthcare providers can refer you to social groups, community events, or peer befriending projects they think you might enjoy.
         
13–You will get through!
Yes, you will get through your loneliness, as I will.
Thank you, Jasmine, April, Liisa, and Jenny, for your support. 
I am here to help you; contact me at kitsummers@gmail.co

YES, YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO FIND YOUR SUCCESS!
THIN K  — AND THEN THINK AGAIN.
WHAT NEW STORIES ARE YOU READY TO WRITE? 

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WORDS TO INSPIRE YOU!
Inspirational quotes and sayings have a unique ability to change the way we feel about life and can change our thoughts. They are attractive, challenging, and essential on our path to joy and happiness and finding ways to inspire ourselves and others.
   
THE BURST!
Inspirational quotes and ideas give us a quick and timely burst of wisdom to regain our focus, offering the inspiration needed for the day or occasion. I hope the words below bring a smile to your face and drive you to make this day and every day a fantastic event.
   
BE POSITIVE!
Just as positive words can make someone smile, and a well-timed amusing quote can make someone laugh, your thoughts react to the world in real-real time have this control! You have complete control over only one thing in the universe—YOUR THINKING!—and that’s where motivational quotes come in!
   
“YOU”
How you think and feel about yourself, including your beliefs and expectations about what is possible, determines everything in your life, and it all derives from your quality of thinking. Use quotes to move ahead in your life.
 
SELF-TALK IS SO ESSENTIAL—THINK RIGHT!
To stay motivated, you have to use each day as an opportunity to improve and get closer to your goals. It might sound like a lot of work—and with your busy schedule—next to impossible. But you can do it! Motivational words, yes, are just words. But they are positive words; they will keep you on track.
 
QUOTES WILL BENEFIT YOU!
Positive and inspiring quotes can be like sunshine on a cloudy day. They inject optimism into our thoughts, brighten our mood, and help us focus on the good in life. They remind us that even in the face of adversity, we can see the silver lining and embrace a positive attitude.
   
PEARLS OF WISDOM
In a world filled with challenges and indecisiveness, the power of inspirational quotes cannot be exaggerated. These pearls of wisdom uniquely uplift our spirits, can spark positive change, and fuel our motivation often when we need it most.
   
WORDS WILL CHANGE YOU!
The correct motivational quote can change you and things—helping you ditch the excuses, escape your comfort zone, and take action. Read these words with an open mind and learn to improve your life.
   
THESE QUOTES
When you read these quotes, you’ll also realize that many other people worldwide are experiencing these feelings. These feelings make you think you’re the only person who could feel this bad. But you’re not. Lots and lots of other people feel bad, too. This is the irony of it. You don’t want other people to feel crappy, but it does make you feel better, or at least comforted to know that other people feel just as bad as you.
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I HOPE THE FOLLOWING WORDS ADD TO YOUR LIFE >>
     
“In the middle of winter, I at last discovered that there was in me an invincible summer.” -Albert Camus
 
“There is Hope,
even when your brain
tells you there isn’t.” -John Green
   
“If you smile when you are alone,
then you really mean it.” -Andy Rooney
   
“Loneliness is the human condition.
Cultivate it.
The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow.” -Janet Fitch
   
“We can all fight against loneliness by engaging in random acts of kindness.” -Gail Honeyman
   
“We live in an agitated society.
We are pulled apart…
and must learn how to pull ourselves together.
I think that at least part of the answer lies in solitude.” -Helen Hayes
   
“The greatest thing in the world is to know how to belong to oneself.” -Michel de Montaigne
   
“Find company within yourself, and you’ll never spend a day alone.
Find love within yourself, and you’ll never have a lonely day.” -Connor Chalfant
   
“Cultivate solitude and quiet and a few sincere friends, rather than mob merriment, noise, and thousands of nodding acquaintances.” -William Powell
   
“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone.
You need to know how to be alone and not be defined by another person.” -Oscar Wilde
   
“Be alone; that is the secret of invention;
Be alone—that is when ideas are born.” -Nikola Tesla
   
“Music was my refuge.
I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.” -Maya Angelou
   
“If you are never alone,
you cannot know yourself.”
-Paulo Coelho de Souza
   
“I used to think the worst thing in life was ending up alone.
It’s not.
The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone.” -Robin Williams
   
“We need quiet time to examine our lives openly and honestly.
Spending quiet time alone allows your mind to renew itself and create order.” -Susan L. Taylor
   
“I have to be alone very often.
I’d be quite happy if I spent from
Saturday night until Monday morning
alone in my apartment.
That’s how I refuel.” -Audrey Hepburn
   
“There is nothing outside of yourself.
Look within.
Everything you want is there.
You are that.” -Rumi
   
“What a lovely surprise to discover how un-lonely being alone can be.” -Ellen Burstyn
     
“If you go deeper and deeper into your own heart,
you’ll be living in a world with less fear,
isolation, and loneliness.” -Sharon Salzberg
   
“Negative emotions like loneliness,
envy, and guilt have an essential role to play in a happy life;
they’re big flashing signs that something needs to change.” -Gretchen Rubin
   
“At the innermost core of loneliness is a deep and powerful yearning for union with one’s lost self.” – Brendan Behan
     
“Loneliness is the poverty of self.
Solitude is the richness of self.” -May Sarton
   
“Sometimes you have to stand alone just to make sure you still can.” -Anonymous
   
“A season of loneliness and isolation is when the caterpillar gets its wings.
Remember that next time you feel alone.” – Mandy Hale
   
“Find company within yourself,
and you’ll never spend a day alone.
Find love within yourself,
and you’ll never have a lonely day.” – Connor Chalfant
   
“You cannot be lonely if you like the person you are alone with.” – Wayne Dyer 

YOU MUST IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF YOUR THINKING,
YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE’S DIFFERENTIA—SOMETIMES INSTANTLY!
COMPOSE A NOBLE BOOK AND WRITE A BEST-SELLER.
YOU ARE AMAZING—PLAY YOUR PART!
YOU CAN TURN THINGS AROUND FAST AND ACHIEVE YOUR
WILDEST DREAMS NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE! 

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MY DAILY JOTTINGS >>
Each week goes by so quickly, don’t you think?
It seems like time is going by faster and faster.
You must live joyfully, daily, for each day!
   
Do you know what you did last Monday?
Do you remember what you ate for dinner last Thursday?
Keep track of your doings for a few weeks; you will see your time differently.
Remember, the quality of your life depends on what you do each day.
   
9/22–Well, she did it. 

I’ve been put back on the road.
Life is different.
Life has changed.
   
Yes, Beth told me to hit the road.
Being away from Beth is still so foreign to me.
Any change in the relationship can affect both people dramatically.
   
Of course, I was shocked at the news.
I know Beth has had some trouble with me. 
But any relationship can have trouble, and most do.
I thought we were together for the rest of our lives.
   
Why didn’t Beth say something about not wanting to be married when we were first together? She said it wasn’t about me but the idea of being married (I just happen to fit the part?) Why could she not have said something about this before we were wedded in Bliss?
     
Yes, I can be hard to be with—just ask Mary Ellen or Tina. Yet, I believe I have more positive traits than downbeat endings. What I try and do will only make life fun for the other person—at least—that’s what I try to do.
     
I went to a Walmart today; this Walmart only sold food. What amazed me was that it was set up precisely like Costco. They must have studied the layout; it looked just the same.
Talk about something ideal – – I can’t believe it.
   
It is just getting to 5:00 p.m. and finally getting more relaxed. Today was quite a hot one.
   
I find myself very sad currently. I am still determining what my future holds, but of course, no one knows what their future holds. I hoped this man would be with Beth again, but that won’t happen, as she doesn’t want us to rejoin. I’ve left messages for her; she will not get ahold of me or write to me. I still have hopes and dreams that remain unfulfilled. I hope I will soon take off to unknown parts and be recognized. Late for me is good, even though I had a massive negative change.
   
It’s 3:00 in the afternoon. I just ate a can of beans, white beans, and a spice sauce; they tasted great. I got this can of beans at the Amish market I was at. It cost about 30 cents. Eating well for a low price is good; I like it.
         

9/23–Awake most of the night.
My brain just does not want to sleep.
Has this ever happened to you?
How can you force sleep? Any ideas?
 
9/24–I found out today from Jimmy (https://www.jiminy-fixit.com/) that I need a new alternator. I will return it to Jimmy tomorrow and have him install the new one. He said everything else in the van looked superb, which was great.
   
9/25–The new alternator has been installed, and the van is excellent now. Next, I went to Tires Plus. Some years ago, I bought a lifetime alignment here and had them check now and then; the alignment was accurate. They also have something where you pay $23, and they go over your whole vehicle to see what might be wrong. They found that I needed new brakes. So, I do a lot of coasting now and do not use the brake as much.
   
9/26–I am currently at Discount Tire, a company I’ve purchased from before. It is a rainy day, and I am glad to be inside while they put on my new tires.
 
After they were done, they told me that a lugnut post had broken off. So, after I was done at Discount Tire, I returned to Tires Plus to get the lug nut post. They ordered it, and it will be delivered; it might take a while
   
I ended up having to wait at least 3 hours! Nevertheless, I could access the Internet and write some blog posts. I also watched YouTube videos and read articles.
   
9/27—Last night, the hurricane came through. This morning, the roads are horrendous—trees toppled everywhere, wires down on the road—it’s a scary mess out there.
   
Awakening at 3am and knowing you must just lay there for four hours until the world awakens.
   
Hurricane Helene was gargantuan. I was in North Carolina. The devastation caused has erased nearly every trace of the community near Chimney Rock State Park. Roads are obliterated, and persistent power outages contribute to the area’s woes, highlighting the storm’s ferocity. A town is now gone.
   
The freeway is at a total standstill. I’ve had there must be Big trees blocking the road. Most cars have their engines on, of course; mine is off. I will sit here and wait for how long it takes. It should be cleared out sometime today, oh boy.
   
I talked with an officer who said they would allow this local to use the damaged road. I spoke with him, and he let me take the road. I drove far and eventually parked under the bridge for my sleepy time. I bedded out and slept well; it was hushed.
   
9/29/2024–At a McDonalds, typing my blog, as you see.
   
I contacted my old juggling friend, Tommy Curtin, about a visit today. His wife said they had too much going on medically and with family, to see me. We always have to remember that we are ALL getting older and will die one day.
   
I went off to Colorada by myself.
   
Here is a video of Tommy performing at the 1981 IJA Convention >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVIdpkf2jq8
   
9/30–I drove in the rain, a scary drive. I ended up at Gordonsville Library, the only one here. It’s good to be out of the constant rain, and I can work on this for you.
   
I still only eat once a day. When I was at the library, I saw a Costco just 30 miles down the road so that I would eat that one meal for free. Gas is always the cheapest at Costco, too, so I will fill it up.
   
10/1—This morning, I woke up at about 1:00 a.m.
How can I get to sleep?
I’m up for the night.
   
Of course, Beth is firmly on my mind. While I married her for two years, she seemed normal, but she turned out to be a mighty scary person. Over the last couple of days, I’ve tried to contact her by email but am still waiting to receive a response. Now, she just scares me, but life will go on.
   
I don’t know if I should plan to return to her or not.
I am feeling very alone in the world right now.
I’m glad you are there.
Please help me decide.
   
I will try to sleep now, but I’m up for the day.
It’s 1:00 a.m., and all is not well.
Surprisingly, I got back to sleep until about 4 a.m.
   
It was still dark when I got on the road, and much construction was happening everywhere. I got behind a big rig, and he paced my way. He was my eyes as I stayed behind him. I put in many miles in the morning darkness.
   
At about 6 a.m., I pulled into a McDonald’s and could plug in and get online, so here I am. The sun is still not up enough to drive comfortably so that I will be here for a bit. Comfortable at McDonald’s, who would ever think?
 
I checked my oil in the van this morning; it was topped off and looking good.
My van had been drinking oil, though. It seems alright now.
That made me happy! After all, right now, my van is my life.
   
10/2–At Cindy’s now. We have been juggling friends since the 80s. I have seen Cindy move her juggling to ever higher skill levels. I have coached her on her performance in the past, and it is great to see her implement the ideas I have given her.
   
Cindy has three apple trees with three different types of apples.
I ate a few, and they were quite tasty.
Currently, she is making a delicious Apple Crisp. 
   
We had walked to the farmers market—a mile down and a mile back. Because of my lack of sleep, I had quite a difficult time with it.
   
10/3—Cindy and I drove up to Flagstaff Mountain, where many trails and an amphitheater exists. Then we went to Gross Reservoir. Both of these are near Boulder and are splendid to see.
Here is Flagstaff Mountain >> https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=e10bc32a205dabd2&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS1128US1129&sxsrf=ADLYWILDs1vcx0qaVJett_xCZi6-kQfK6w:1728059124065&q=flagstaff+mountain&tbm=vid&source=lnms&fbs=AEQNm0Aa4sjWe7Rqy32pFwRj0UkWd8nbOJfsBGGB5IQQO6L3J3ppPdoHI1O-XvbXbpNjYYwWUVH6qTfR1Lpek5F-7GS5CjYSAeMKk98YoRKOczWs8CWw7lN9NlZQhd9LdmaGqzhMDhVc9if9h6eZ-m9bQOvCpcaUs2kavYjfxiUUwLUKKhg4-JlXE9Eup2n5heUmVYair56gpiuIzFbH9Jw8MdSPgzll4Q&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwitnPbxkfWIAxWFHjQIHTsIAoMQ0pQJegQIEhAB&biw=1536&bih=695&dpr=1.25#fpstate=ive&vld=cid:a7f6a291,vid:o8uWyF21rdI,st:0

Here is the reservoir >>
https://www.google.com/search?sca_esv=e10bc32a205dabd2&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS1128US1129&sxsrf=ADLYWIIa6GDDZz8TGF9N2l2AiPXdt9AXLQ:1728059281819&q=gross+reservoir&tbm=vid&source=lnms&fbs=AEQNm0Aa4sjWe7Rqy32pFwRj0UkW1DRbm01j6DCVS0r1sTxn7h_rt6mVhwDmwtd3hPZjM8zl8B526v4C-56SyLN7G5Eaq0rosLzBySnDZwH4KLVIZca_Wsfw5DQmrLKLf-xcVn1kPmZ3M0cKQRZ6aveg5aN6914MNEhTlKdRpRrfWihkjOqg0S5PSfNRTJxdbiR2FcSxqEJj1kE-T8PJMnz8yv3uxjB4vQ&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjg4JK9kvWIAxX6EzQIHZJWBIYQ0pQJegQIFRAB&biw=1536&bih=695&dpr=1.25#fpstate=ive&vld=cid:6964a680,vid:W4hj5rf4eyc,st:0
   
10/4–Here is Cindy — ENJOY!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Z15cJBuOtg

DO SOMETHING NEW–DAILY!
THEN, KEEP DOING NEW FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!
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THE GARDEN THIS WEEK
A self-supportive life can be a better life.
A garden would be a part of that life.
You must look into it.
   
Because I am back on the road, there will be no more words about the garden. I do hope looBeth keeps it up. I did a lot of work in establishing the vegetable garden.
   
When I drove the van seven years ago, I grew stuff under the sunroof windows on the top. Maybe I will start that up again. You will find out, of course. 

START YOUR GARDEN TODAY!
IT MAY BE NECESSARY FOR YOUR LIFE! 

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ALL OUR LIFE, WE MUST CHALLENGE OURSELVES! 

YOUR CHALLENGE FOR THE WEEK >>
Go see an old friend whom you have not seen in some time.
Comfort them in their loneliness.
Hopefully, it will be an older person who needs your company. 

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NEXT BLOG >>
If someone else can do it,
so can you!
You have to find a way! 

AND WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING FOR YOUR UPCOMING WEEK?

“KITTING AROUND”

BLOG 290–Is work fun?–It should be! 

Don’t sleepwalk through life.
I hope to illuminate your Life with my Words.
The Wanderings of Kit (Do you wander or wonder?)
I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU TO LIVE DIFFERENTLY OR BETTER!

*** This blog looks best when viewed on a laptop or desktop computer.
*** The joy I experience in life is a wondrous thing!
*** I was hit by two different trucks, but I remain happy.
*** Going through a 37-day coma–Yikes!
*** What do you want to accomplish before you die?
*** If you read this through Facebook, see kitsummers.com/blog
*** I lived in my van for six years, visited all US national parks, and met Beth.
*** Beth and I married on 2/22/22 at 2:22.
*** I will have places to show you and tales to tell.
*** You will find secrets to unfold and good news!
*** What are you passionate about?
*** Only YOU know what is best for you.
*** Live for now! When all your nows add up, you will have a great life!
*** You cannot change the past. The future will come. All you have is now—always.
*** Have you seen >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wFC5vLPDWRo 

BE TAKEN AWAY WITH ME
ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES!

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WHY I WRITE THIS BLOG
You will have many in your life who assist and teach; I am helping to guide you. Coaches like me wish to lighten your path toward excellence. It is up to you to make your journey toward merit. I’m not trying to show you “the way”; I am trying to help you find “your way.” Writing this blog each week is new and different for me—I love it!
     

I WANT TO INSPIRE YOU WITH MY WORDS –WORDS HAVE POWER!
Are you accomplishing what you want before your eventual death?
You can (and should) make changes to improve your life–at any age.
Start today, and you can build the life you desire.
    

YOU ALREADY KNOW
You already know much about what I write, and I want to remind you of these ideas and show that my views can provide additional thoughts, along with yours, to help you. 
     

MY EXPERIENCES
Much of what I write about is taken from my experiences.
I have gone through much.
I hope to spread ideas so that you can live a better life.
Remember, only you know what is best for you.

Don’t forget–you are only as young as the last time you changed your mind!
     

EVEN IF YOU START LATE,
ARE UNCERTAIN OR DIFFERENT ––
YOU CAN STILL FIND SUCCESS 

VERY LITTLE IS NEEDED TO MAKE A GREAT LIFE! 

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TOPIC FOR THIS WEEK — Is work fun?–It should be!
   
You put so much time and work into your occupation, often more than your time with your family. This is more than half your life; you MUST make it a time to benefit you and your family. Spend the time right, and have fun.

I must write now; I have been self-employed most of my life, so a job or a boss means little to me. This path can be better if you can find a way to be self-employed. As I often say, “Don’t be so seriness!
 
Yet, if you want to stay in your chosen occupation and do not love it, you can learn to love it. Study and understand every detail of the job. Become an expert at what you do. Be able to teach new hires to do better. I guarantee you will produce better work and LOVE your job.
   
Are you struggling to find motivation at work? Do you feel like your hard work amounts to nothing? Sometimes, wise words from successful people motivate us to push through and achieve our goals. Read the included quotes about work; they might help.
   
Over the last few decades, more play has been emphasized at work. This creates a much different atmosphere at the workplace, and people feel more productive and efficient in that kind of environment. Instead of just working (all work and no play make Kit a dull boy), more organizations have embraced play in the workplace.
 
Establish regular hours for work and play. Make each day helpful and pleasant, and prove that you understand the worth of time by employing it well. Then, youth will have fewer regrets, and life will become a beautiful success.
   
Organizations have seen the benefits of creative play in the office, and allowing for play at work has been valuable. With the rise of remote work due to Coronavirus and other reasons, many organizations have been forced to figure out how to drive engagement and keep things light-hearted.
   
The benefits of play at work >>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AN1mTr8NBKs
 
Many organizations have thrown a lot of different things at the wall, seeing what sticks, with exciting results. Yet, creating more playful workplaces doesn’t guarantee your organization will be magically more acceptable.
       
What better way to get through the rigamarole of the daily grind than to laugh about it? No matter our job, something about finding fellowship with coworkers and meaning in the ordinary feels ubiquitous. So even if we’re having a bad day (or week or month!), we can recognize that most people have to make a living, so we might as well find humor and fun in this shared human experience.
   
Here are some tips to achieve a playful mindset on the job >>
1)  Set goals!  

2)  Be more effective and efficient in doing things better. 

3)  Compete in every task you have. 

4)  Look for fun, even in tedious chores. 

5)  Learn along the way to make better decisions for the future.

6) Work with people who can hit the ball back. I’ve always loved juggling. 

7)  Work with people you like. It bears repeating: high-quality people create high-quality work together. 

8)  Create a beautiful environment, then change it up.

9)  Practice gratitude.

10)  Could you organize an office sports team?

11)  Could you build a game room?

12)  Design a workplace vision board.

13)  Could you change the office space?

14)  Could you share jokes with your coworkers?

15)  Could you create an office book club?

16)  Start an office band.

17)  Could you gather after work hours?
   
Making work fun contributes significantly to your positivity and productivity. A fun atmosphere can help you look forward to tasks and lower stress even in demanding roles. A fun environment also nurtures connections among team members and encourages collaboration across departments.
   
Embracing fun activities in your work environment can also effectively cater to your well-being and other employees. Fun working environments are also more pleasant because results are prioritized over strict procedures. This flexibility can encourage you to apply creative approaches to your responsibilities.
   
Fostering a fun work environment also helps you stay energized by avoiding burnout and overexertion. Fun activities outside of professional duties also help you bond with other employees, improving your rapport and productivity on official tasks. A humorous and fluid work environment can also help you maintain high enthusiasm, improving your confidence and self-assurance in handling your roles.
   
1–Create a workplace sports team
Establishing a sports team is one way to encourage cooperation and establish a fun work atmosphere. You can conduct employee surveys to determine the sports that attract the most interest. Selecting teams for sporting activities that many members find interesting encourages fun and competitive interaction. Depending on the nature of the sport, you can develop leagues or multiple teams. For instance, you can organize matches between divisions and teams for games like soccer, hockey, or juggling. You can also organize tournaments based on organizational levels—for example, a volleyball match between team leads and team members.

2–Design and develop a game room
While sports matches and activities can establish a fun work environment, they usually require a lot of alliance. Designing and developing a game room can provide similar benefits for employees during breaks. You can also use this opportunity to involve team members in processes like picking colors, selecting furniture, and suggesting games. This can encourage a fun and collaborative atmosphere as they contribute to a joint task. The room can include board games, ping pong tables, or pool tables. Employees can also use this room as a relaxation space to unwind.
   
3–Design a vision board for the workplace
A vision board perfectly emphasizes a company’s objective and highlights how it aligns with individual career goals. Team members can include their goals and ideals for the year on this board. It can also serve as a way for team members to offer feedback to the administration and encourage professional development. As employees work together and highlight their goals, team leads, and managers can identify relevant changes to make them achievable. You can also include members of the relevant departments in designing this vision board and incorporating official themes before public display.
   
4–Invest in aesthetics
Tastefully adorning the workplace can help establish a fun atmosphere. You can also encourage team members to decorate their spaces with personal items like family portraits, potted plants, and wallpapers. This can help them feel more comfortable within the work environment. You can also adopt more vibrant colors when decorating to improve the overall mood. You can also dedicate a blank wall for group painting activities or graffiti within the work environment.
   
5–Encourage spirit among team members
Sharing jokes with your team members can contribute to positive work circumstances. If you find a comment especially funny, you can make it a running joke within the team or share it with the group chat. You can also encourage creative thinking and problem-solving with humor. For instance, you can list cat jokes on a project involving pets to start a brainstorming session.
   
6–Schedule activities for after-office hours
You can have various opportunities to interact with colleagues after work hours. These prospects can help you bond with team members and get to know them outside their official roles. You can then develop a friendly rapport when interacting with them during official hours. As a team lead, you can also organize activities for your team members outside of official hours. Such movements can serve as an opportunity to highlight individual contributions in an informal setting. These activities can take various forms, including hosting a game night, attending a live concert, or visiting a restaurant for dinner.
 
7–Organize a talent show (can you juggle yet?)
Talent shows can be an excellent opportunity for team members to showcase their talents or hobbies in the work setting. Such events encourage relations among colleagues and can also humanize organizational staff members. You can set aside rewards for these events to encourage participation. Talent shows encourage playful collaboration among team members as they develop a dance routine or recital. Setting a definite time for these shows can also encourage participation. For instance, a talent show in the week leading up to a significant holiday encourages anticipation and preparation.
   
8–Arrange group fitness and well-being programs
Fitness and well-being programs are good opportunities to encourage team or departmental fitness. You can establish rapport with team members by working out as a group. For instance, you can select a team member who doubles as the fitness instructor to help you develop an exercise program. Fitness programs can occur within the work environment where necessary facilities are available. Team members can also work out together at a nearby gym, offering a change in scenery. As you work together, you will develop your work skills.
     
9–Observe holidays and vacations
Many employees and leaders look forward to the holidays with high expectations. Decorating the workplace with various themes and encouraging team members to wear costumes can create a fun environment. For instance, you can make a leaderboard to celebrate the team members with outstanding costumes for each holiday.
   
10–Celebrate the birthdays of team members and employees
Organizing little events to mark worker’s birthdays or anniversaries can help them feel appreciated. This feeling of appreciation can also create a fun and intimate environment. To mark these events, you can present elements like decoration, group games, and surprises. These elements can serve as a group activity to build rapport and identify colleagues by birthdays or anniversaries.
   
11–Provide pet infranstructure
Creating pet-friendly areas can help make the work environment more conducive and fun for team members. For example, when experiencing high-stress levels, team members can take their pets for a walk or keep them close. The pet-friendly spaces and pet care you provide in the work environment can also help pet owners and other team members feel more comfortable. You want to find ways to create a fun atmosphere at work and have everyone work together to produce a better product. 

YES, YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO FIND YOUR SUCCESS!
THINK  — AND THEN THINK AGAIN.
WHAT NEW STORIES ARE YOU READY TO WRITE? 

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WORDS TO INSPIRE YOU!
Inspirational quotes and sayings have a unique ability to change the way we feel about life and can change our thoughts. They are attractive, challenging, and essential on our path to joy and happiness and finding ways to inspire ourselves and others.
   
THE BURST!
Inspirational quotes and ideas give us a quick and timely burst of wisdom to regain our focus, offering the inspiration needed for the day or occasion. I hope the words below bring a smile to your face and drive you to make this day and every day a fantastic event.
   
BE POSITIVE!
Just as positive words can make someone smile, and a well-timed amusing quote can make someone laugh, your thoughts react to the world in real-time. You have this control! You have complete control over only one thing in the universe—YOUR THINKING!—and that’s where motivational quotes come in!
   
“YOU”
How you think and feel about yourself, including your beliefs and expectations about what is possible, determines everything in your life, and it all derives from your quality of thinking. Use quotes to move ahead in your life.
 
SELF-TALK IS SO ESSENTIAL—THINK RIGHT!
To stay motivated, you have to use each day as an opportunity to improve and get closer to your goals. It might sound like a lot of work—and with your busy schedule—next to impossible. But you can do it! Motivational words, yes, are just words. But they are positive words; they will keep you on track.
 
QUOTES WILL BENEFIT YOU!
Positive and inspiring quotes can be like sunshine on a cloudy day. They inject optimism into our thoughts, brighten our mood, and help us focus on the good in life. They remind us that even in the face of adversity, we can see the silver lining and embrace a positive attitude.
   
PEARLS OF WISDOM
In a world filled with challenges and indecisiveness, the power of inspirational quotes cannot be exaggerated. These pearls of wisdom uniquely uplift our spirits, can spark positive change, and fuel our motivation often when we need it most.
   
WORDS WILL CHANGE YOU!
The correct motivational quote can change you and things—helping you ditch the excuses, escape your comfort zone, and take action. Read these words with an open mind and learn to improve your life.
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I HOPE THE FOLLOWING WORDS ADD TO YOUR LIFE >> 

1--“Hard work without talent is a shame,
but talent without hard work is a tragedy.”
— Robert Half
 
2–“Plans are only good intentions unless they immediately degenerate into hard work.”
— Peter Drucker
 
3–“Success isn’t always about greatness.
It’s about consistency.
Consistent hard work leads to success.
Greatness will come.”
— Dwayne Johnson
   
4–“The only thing that overcomes hard luck is hard work.”
— Harry Golden
 
5–“A man can make what he wants of himself if he truly believes that he must be ready for hard work and many heartbreaks.”
— Thurgood Marshall
   
6–“There will be obstacles.
There will be doubters.
There will be mistakes.
But with hard work, there are no limits.”
— Michael Phelps
 
7–“You’ve got to get up every morning with determination if you’re going to go to bed with satisfaction.”
— George Horace Lorimer
 
8–“Don’t sit down and wait for opportunities. 
Get up and make them.”
— Madam C.J. Walker
   
9–“If you get tired, learn to rest, not to quit.”
— Banksy
 
10–“Do what you must until you can do what you want.”
— Oprah Winfrey
   
11–“The best preparation for good work tomorrow is to do good work today.”
— Elbert Hubbard
 
12–“Dreams are lovely.
But they are dreams.
Fleeting, ephemeral, pretty.
But dreams do not come true just because you dream them.
It’s hard work that makes things happen.”
— Shonda Rhimes
 
13–“It’s not about money or connections.
It’s the willingness to outwork and outlearn everyone.”
— Mark Cuban
   
14–“If people knew how hard I worked to get my mastery,
it wouldn’t seem so wonderful after all.”
— Michelangelo
   
15–“Hard work beats talent when talent doesn’t work hard.”
— Tim Notke
   
16–“Life grants nothing to us mortals without hard work.”
— Horace
   
17–“Work hard in silence; let your success be your noise.”
— Frank Ocean
 
18–You can’t have a million-dollar dream with a minimum wage work ethic.”
— Zig Ziglar
   
19–“Nothing ever comes to one worth having,
except as a result of hard work.”
— Booker T. Washington
   
20–“Even if you are on the right track.
You will get run over if you just sit there.”
— Will Rogers
    

YOU MUST IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF YOUR THINKING,
YOU CHANGE YOUR LIFE’S DIFFERENTIA—SOMETIMES INSTANTLY!
COMPOSE A NOBLE BOOK AND WRITE A BEST-SELLER.
YOU ARE AMAZING—PLAY YOUR PART!
YOU CAN TURN THINGS AROUND FAST AND ACHIEVE YOUR
WILDEST DREAMS NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE IN LIFE! 

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MY DAILY JOTTINGS >>
Each week goes by so quickly, don’t you think?
It seems like time is going by faster and faster.
You must live joyfully, daily, for each day!
   
Do you know what you did last Monday?
Do you remember what you ate for dinner last Thursday?
Keep track of your doings for a few weeks; you will see your time differently.
Remember, the quality of your life depends on what you do each day.
   
9/14–The place I decided to sleep last night was somewhat dark and quiet. In the morning, upon leaving at about 6:30, I noticed that the business’s name was Summers and Zims, Inc. 

https://sumzim.com/ 

How about that? It could be a relative.

As usual, the first thing I did this morning was to look for a gas station or coffee place to get hot water for my tea. 

I am driving toward Dave to get my van looked at on Monday. I found a library where I pulled in. Most libraries always have a lot of greenery and are very clean and nice looking. That’s why I often stay the night at libraries. Safe and secure, how I like it.

When I used my computer earlier, it would turn on, but the menu bar to the bottom would not come in, so that I could do nothing on the computer. I saw a Best Buy close by, so I made an appointment. I had to wait three hours before that, but they had to do it because my computer must work. I have the time right now, so I waited. 

Costco was near, so I went to fill up on gas. I also had my fill with the sampling food. With the sampling, there was much to try, and I’m full up. Lunch is taken care of.

I’m back in the area where Mary Ellen and I raised our daughters, April and Jasmine. This is Trainer, Pennsylvania. I drove around, recognized many of the streets, and found a nice park to stay at. Tonight? Of course, I’ll let you know. 

There are few people here now. I hear a dog mumbling. That’s on the other side of the van. I’ll take some pictures and see if they come out. Let me know what you think.

9/15–I am experiencing life fully, are you? Things go up and down. You must remain on the path going up. We all have our own stories to tell. Form your stories and help others—that’s what I try to do. Are my words helping you? 

We are all protagonists around stories in the making, as many chapters left to right. Wherever your story leads, keep your eyes and your heart open. I hope my commentaries shine a new light on your way. Have you continued up the mountain pass? I hope you have a good journey. 

I saw people parking and walking over the hill, so I went to The Big Field. They were having races with five-year-olds, four-year-olds, three-year-olds, and six-year-olds, and it was so fun to watch. I just saw a quarter-mile run by five-year-olds. They were into it. It was great. 

I can picture April and Jasmine running like this.
But they’re well too old for this now.
They’re still running, though; that’s a good thing. 

I’m sure none of the people here could imagine that I would sleep in my van tonight. Such a strange life I lead. But it’s the life I chose; I know nothing else right now. 

It’s nice to see all the families here. I remember the days Mary Ellen and I took the girls to events at parks—the good old days, as they say. I lost my family some time ago. It devastated me, of course. It was hard to see a life without April and Jasmine.
   
I hate life at times.
More often, I love life.
I feel so alone in the world.
Are you there? 

9/16—Right now, it is about 2:00 a.m. I cannot sleep and think I’m up for the rest of the day. So many evil thoughts are going through my mind right now—I don’t feel a little sleep will come anymore tonight. I’m very sorry about this, and I am sure you will try to sleep. Do you want to join me?

It’s challenging to lay here for hours, knowing you’re waiting for the sun to come up so I can drive. I don’t know what sleeping takes; it seems to avoid me.
   
When I could, I drove to a McDonald’s near where we used to live. I was able to get a little shuteye last night. How much sleep does Kit need?
 
I’ve been here a few hours working on this blog for you.
You have to know, though, that this benefits me, too.
Clearing my mind as I move forward. 

Yikes, I hit DC on rush hour traffic, come to the bumper stop and go stop and go. That’s how I can do the blog while I drive right now. It’s incredible. I do not like traffic. I do not like so many people. I just want to get somewhere, but I don’t know where I want to get through such a scary story now. 

I’m parked now for sleep. I went through at least 60 miles of bumper-to-bumper traffic, a nightmare. I have always been in DC, so driving was suitable.I made any drive that daily; I cannot imagine that. 

Tonight, I’m in a construction area where I will sleep. It should be very dark and quiet, just as I like it.
   
9/17–This day will always be Mary Ellen’s birthday.
Happy Birthday, Chiz. 

The bridge leading into Virginia Beach is packed. There is a four-mile delay, and it is barely moving. It isn’t very good. I am writing this now while I was voice typing while driving, but it’s okay because we’re not going anywhere. 

It would be best if you carried a bottle to pee in again. There is a 3-4 hour wait for this traffic, and I know it can be terrible to pee in your vehicle just in case. Sorry, ladies, it won’t work so easy for you. But I know there are bottles made for ladies to tinkle. 

When you pee, dump the contents into the road. People won’t know what it is, and it’ll either dry up or the next rain will take care of it, so no worries.

I drove briefly when I could, then turned my engine off and coasted. I keep my engine off most of the time, saving tremendous gas money. Everyone else, of course, has had their engine going the whole time. Mine is off most of the time with this slow traffic. 

It’s getting horrendous. Everything is slow, slow, so I spent yesterday driving in DC. This is as bad as moving to see, and it’s not too far away, so he can do it. I’m pretty sure we went from three lanes to Lanes, and now it will put on the one lane up ahead.
 
Most of this traffic went to the bridge to get to the mainland. I decided to find a library to spend time at rather than on the road driving. I will take the bridge tomorrow morning when there won’t be any traffic.
   
I found the first library I could. I’m at the Pearl Bailey Library in Newport News, VA. Like many of the libraries I visit, it’s immaculate and efficient. I can plug in my laptop and get online. Take a look >>
https://www.library.nnva.gov/260/Pearl-Bailey-Library
 
I will be sleeping here, too; little do they know. Please don’t tell them.
   
9/18–An alright sleep last night; I heard some traffic, though. It was dark when I woke up; it is hard to drive when you do not know the roads, and it is dark. I found a McDonalds where I could plug in and be on their internet.
   
The rain continues to fall. I looked at the weather forecast, and it was raining for the next couple of days. That makes it hard. I will have to find a library to hang out in. 

I drove a lot today. Eventually, I had to pull off the freeway and find a library. I really don’t like cities, and I try to avoid them when I can. 

I like being able to park somewhere in the wilderness to sleep. It’s hard to find wilderness when it’s dark, but that is when it is necessary. I will find somewhere dark and quiet to sleep tonight.
   
9/19—This change with Beth is devastating. It’s about 2:00 a.m., and I have hardly slept. She is always on my mind, but this must change. I have to remember that I’ve been through more horrendous things in the past. But I’m not too fond of this. But I must go on. I’ll find a way to go through this change with Beth. It will take me a year or two, and I’ll be fine.

How many McDonald’s opened at 5:30 this morning? Yes, once again, I was up early. The blog will come out tomorrow, so I must read it repeatedly to ensure all the writing is square. That’s the secret to good writing—the editorial process. It is pretty enemy, more improvements, and again and again.

It is still dark out, I don’t like to drive when you can’t see well. I’m sure the sun will be up soon and I’ll be happily on the road. But today is kind of a free day, nothing scheduled. 

I went to a library last night and then a McDonald’s this morning to get online and work on the blog. My computer would turn on at both places, but the menu bar at the bottom would not come on. Without this bar, I can do nothing here. I drove forward and found a Best Buy, and I am waiting for them to open now.
   
If they can’t find and fix the problem, I will just have to purchase a new computer. Yes, it is that important to get my weekly blog to you. I’m sorry about one today, they sent me I’m going to program where I pay 26 bucks a month. I can easily afford that. Once again, it’s you I’m thinking of who will read my words.

Tomorrow I see Liisa, we’ve been friends for many years.
I look forward to seeing her tomorrow.

There are only about 60 miles to go. So today will be a lazy day, and I’ll just do stuff. I plan to clean everything out of the van and organize it as I put it back.

I filled my teapot with hot water and walked to the van. Somehow, I misstepped and fell hard on my knee, and of course, the tea went flying. I hurt my knee pretty badly. I must be more careful.

I am near the place where Liisa will meet me tomorrow.
I found a library within a mile, so here I am. 

I will sleep right outside this library.
   
9/20–I Slept at the library last night and didn’t even read a good night story. At about 4 a.m. this morning, I showered and cleaned myself outside the van. I got very clean. I have a shower bag I can hang from the van, which I do. 

My new computer is a great asset. Now, I will always get my blog to you to help in your life because I have a backup. I pay Best Buy just $56 a month until it is paid off. If you could help me by getting any of the payments to me or Best Buy to use to pay down my computer, that would be delightful. Please let me know. Does my blog help? 

Then I wrote to Victoria, who is writing to me about developing a movie about my life. This is the best chance I have come across. No papers are signed, and little progress has been made, but hope exists. I desire to develop a movie that will improve life on Earth for everyone (you, too!)  

DO SOMETHING NEW–DAILY!
THEN, KEEP DOING NEW FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! 

      
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THE GARDEN THIS WEEK
A self-supportive life can be a better life.
A garden would be a part of that life.
You must look into it.
   
Because I am back on the road, there will be no more words about the garden. I do hope Beth keeps it up. I did a lot of work in establishing the vegetable garden.
   
When I drove the van seven years ago, I grew stuff under the sunroof windows on the top. Maybe I will start that up again. You will find out, of course.
   
I find myself very sad currently. Not what my future holds, but, of course, no one knows what their future holds. I was hoping this man would be with Beth again, but it looks like that won’t happen, which she doesn’t want.
 
I still have hopes and dreams that remain unfulfilled. I’m hoping that I will soon take off to parts unknown and then recognized. Late for me is good, even though I had a massive negative change.
   
It’s 3:00 in the afternoon. I just ate a can of beans, white beans, and the spices sauce. I got this can of beans at the Amish market I was at. It cost about 30 cents. Eating well for a low price is good; I like it.

START YOUR GARDEN TODAY!
IT MAY BE NECESSARY FOR YOUR LIFE! 

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ALL OUR LIFE, WE MUST CHALLENGE OURSELVES! 

YOUR CHALLENGE FOR THE WEEK >>
See how quickly you can get to sleep.
Let me know . . . 

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NEXT BLOG >>
Figure out how little sleep you can get and still do well. 

AND WHAT ARE YOU PLANNING FOR YOUR UPCOMING WEEK?